Love is all around...

WHOAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

2007-03-03T21:41:00.000+08:00

Fuyoohhh..my blog is going on a semi retirement liao..Haizz...thanks to my new job for not allowing me to update my blog..Thanks to fellow bloggers who smsed me just to tanya my khabar berita..Yelah my blog nie bukannyer mcm berita harian yg kuarkan berita tiap-tiap hari..Well,watever it is, I miss u pple..I miss my blog..and i miss my period too..Wakakak..This is not new..and not unusual too..And for sure, very sure, i'm not preggie..Not at this moment..ohhh talking about being pregnant, wud like to take this golden opportunity to congratulate Syazah..Fuyyoo..diam diam ko dah nak beranak lagik..Wakakakaka..and also to VM for her second hero..and frankly I'm stress now..Pple around me keep asking, "When's ur next one?" Kan elok dia tanya,"Bile ko nak jadi kaya ke, Bila ko nak dapat gelaran Datin ke, Bila ko nak kahwin lagik ke..Eh..salah salah..Tu untuk org jantan jer..

Ok, nid to update on a few good moments..It's been like 2mths oready i'm wif this new co..Gerek.com..I'm surrounded wif a bunch of good kakis..wif good bossess..good surrounding and good opportunity to upgrade myself..i've got no experience in this new line but I'm learning and adapting things well..

Kinah is doing well in school too..She's enjoying ever moment in school..She'll come back wif new songs..and new artwork..

Cantik kalering anak aku...Mengalahkan professional artist.

But currently she's sick..fever, cough, all in one..haiz..the flu bug again..though she's sick..her mouth is not sick at all..She's getting more talkative nowadays..

Ok peeps, i've run out of ideas..too much things to blog..But too little time..Anyway, take a peek at my multiply..there's a few new photos just uploaded..

Wen the two kids meet the cow..*BAGUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS*

Wen the two kids plus the mother to the kids naik gajah....*TAK BAGGGGUSSSS* Excuse me for my cramp face..Takut siot..Buatnyer gajah tu mengamuk, dia hempas kita kat bawah..jadi arwah siot..

A brand NEW YEAR! Welcome 2007

2007-01-05T14:27:00.000+08:00

Yes, finally i got the time to blog, from HOME! Hehehe..all the while, I've been blogging from opis..Last Sat,eve of Raya Haji was my last day @ my previous co..It's quite sad to leave that place..But I have to move on..Neway,back to my updates..

30th December 2006
Went to TTSH to visit my cousin. Poor him. He was in a bad state even till now..So many complications. Berak darah, muntah darah..Dunno y..Demam tak subside lagik..After the visit, wen to Geylang to have our dinner..

31st December 2006
First destination to MIL's house. After a while, went back to mum's place and stayed overnight there coz hubby had to work tat night..

1st Jan 2007
Went to Starhub Cust care ctr at PS wif my lil sis..Did some retail therapy there..Since I'm starting on a new job, I must get some new outfits too..Sis got her shares too..Terkopak duit..Haiz...

2nd Jan 2007
Went to Tanjong Katong Cplx for some tudungs..Dah beli baju baru, tudung pun kena baru, kena matching, kan janet kan kan kan..Hehehe..Then off we went to visit my cousin again..no improvement..haiz..

3rd Jan 2007
Kinah's 1st day of playgroup...She was so eager..so excited..thank god, she din cry..Aiyah, just because the parents are allowed to stay wif them for 3 days.. Kinah brought along her 'tak tahu malu punya face' to school..The moment she saw the toys on the table, she self service to the toys lah..

4th Jan 2007
2nd day of school...tak nangis jugak..I tried to hide..and at the same time observing her..She's one kak nam, try to pujuk one of her friend who cried..Aisey bedah..

5th Jan 2007
Eh??Dah 5th of Jan??Cepat seh.. The 3rd day of school..Kinah was doing pretty well..Hopefully she'll feel comfortable by now..Coz next week, parents will not be allowed to be wif them anymore..n next week, start work liao..My mum will be sending her...and the problem now is,since I was wif her all the time from last week, dah naik lemaklah..Mengada²..Refuse to go to her nenek's house..Aiyah..susah punya budak..

Last weekend..

2006-12-19T16:34:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, the whole family of mine was invited to Hubby's cuzzin's wedding which was held at the newly opened community club next to Boon Lay Interchange..Can't remember wat's the name of it..Quite a big group of us..My parents,my aunt,my bro n SIL wif their Haziq, and of coz my sis..Satu kompuak aku bawak..Hehehehe..

Grand ceremony oiii..The briani was superb..mcm nak tambah 3kali..Hehehhe..Pelahap tak tentu pasal kan aku nie..

Well, neway, let me tell u something..I'm leaving..Leaving this current job..and alhamdullilah, i've got a new one..Better pay, better prospect, i hope so..New experience..Received the good news yesterday. I was smiling very widely..Then tot of celebrating wif my family, but my bro had to do ot last night..I end up having dinner wif hubby onli..Err, Kinah kena parking @ umah mummy dearest..Ujan mah, so cannot bring lor..wait she kena ujan, then demam, then how??hehheheh..But b4 i cud enjoy or even dream of a nice dinner, i've lost my mood and appetite due to...ramai IDIOTS!! Since it was raining heavily last night, we decided to have our dinner @ Lot 1..I was super hungry..Hubster suggested tat we took the bus instead of the MRT coz we have to walk all the way to the station wen the bus stop is just right in front of our blk..

Then the feeder bus came,it was as usual, pack..Mcm sardin dalam tin..Hub said tat it's best to wait for another one..coz we can't just squeeze in..But wen the bus move, I was so shocked to see tat it's spacious enuff to fit in 10 more passengers coz it's the BENDY bus..alah, tat panjang bus tu lah..Just tat these typical singaporean, can't be bothered to move in..Busuk hati kan..Fine, we waited for another one..and it's the same thing..these idiots won't move in..APer lagik, %$#@!%! A hungry woman is an angry woman..In the end, we took the train to LOT 1..which is only 1 station away.. GERAM TAK KORANG??

Oklah, geram tak kemana kalau u have someone to entertain u..heheh..it's my lil cutie pie..NUR SAKINAH BTE ABDUL RAZAK...I LOVE HER TO THE MAX!!Try offering her sweets or chocolate, she'll REJECTS them..Funny kan..kids will love them kan..but not her, after she watched that super nanny last thursday..Thanks to my parents..Hahahah..
ME : Kinah nak sweet tak??
SHE : Tak nak tak nak..
ME : Y??Ibu ada sweet tau!!
SHE : Tak nak..nanti cakit..
ME : Sakit aper?
SHE : Tecing anis.. (Reads : Kencing Manis)
ME : ???????????
Yeah..U noe, I seldom gives her sweets or chocolates unless I need to attract her attention..but the moment she starts, very difficult to stop hor..So coincidentally, she watched supernanny last thursday with my parents..It was about the kid who was suffering from diabetic and had to take those medications plus injections..So aper lagik, my parents main peranan lah..Since Kinah was asking them too much questions..

Genting Trip...

2006-12-14T14:51:00.000+08:00

Yoohoo...Juz came back from 3days of leave..Left to Genting on last Sunday for 3days 2nites getaway..Never been there before..So I'm soo the excited feeling, u noe..On Sunday,boarded the grassland coach from Boon Lay at 7am..Reached Genting around 2.15pm..Fuyooo...too crowded..Nak check in pun kena amik no..Luckily i've made the booking via online, so less hassle lah..Was feeling tired, mabuk, rasa mcm nak muntah feeling, mcm²lah...After 'letaking' our luggage, went to Merrybrown for our lunch..Was quite late..I was so damn kebulur nak mampus..It was so freezing cold..After our lunch, Kinah insisted on taking the rides..Aisey..tak reti nak sabar..End up bought few tickets for her rides..and not forgetting our family rides too..We din take any of the thrilling ride..coz me pengecut of heights..Damn it, I miss the fun..

Dunno ylah, dah tua² gini jadi penakut plak..Dulu pantang nampak pasar malam, konpem tu viking mesti gua naik punya..tu top gun pun gua bedal..sampai tonggang terbalik..Neway, those were my younger days..skang dah tua, kena ingat sikit..Wakakaka..But watever it is, we had fun there..The food there was so expensive...Kental siak..Bankrup siot kalau duduk seminggu kat sana..Kalau bule main jackpot ke, main pakau ke takper jugak..manalah tau, leh menang..heheheh..

More pics,at my multiply pls...

Ibu...Takmo work lah..

2006-12-04T14:33:00.000+08:00

Lil Kinah is getting smarter..(Alhamdullilah)more talkative, and even more sensitive too..She's not even 2.5yrs, yet she talks like a 5 yrs old kid. Our conversation went like this.

One morning, as I was pushing(in her pram) to my mum's place b4 heading to TUAS(tat's where I werk, tpt Jin bertendang),
She : Ibu, Ninah nanak alik rumah nenek..
Me : Kenapa??Ibu kan nak werk..
She : Ibu takmo work ah..
Me : Eh, kalau ibu tak work, mcm mana ibu nak belikan ninah toys??
She : (cried) Ninah nanak toys..Ibu takmo work ah..Ninah nak alik..
Me : *Stunned*

If u ask me if i cried too, the answer is YES! I admit it. She noes tat those toys are meaningless for her. I did told my mum abt this..and she replied this, "Kinah dah besar dik, mestilah dia dah kenal mak bapak dia, walaupun mak yg bela dia satu hari suntuk..DIa nak manja ngan korang lah..Pagi ko pegi keje, mlm baru amik dia, main ngan dia kejap, dia dah nak tido.!"

I trust my parents in taking care of lil Kinah. They pampered Kinah more than I do..Pelik nyer is, kalau dah kat rumah nenek dia, bila nak ajak balik, sometimes liat pulak..Haiz..anak...anak..Pening aku dibuatnyer..

I called mum's home just now..Managed to talk to Kinah..
Me : Kinah buat aper??
She : Ninah nak ukar pampers..dah overlo..Nenek kakap(Ninah nak tukar pampers, dah overflow, nenek cakap)
Me : Ninah dah mkn?
She : Dah..Ninah akan ontong (Dah, ninah makan lontong)
She : Ibu work eh? Nanti ibu likan ninah cici, puting..ok! Puting Ninah dah pecahkan, Ninah gigit..(Laffs) (Reads:Nanti ibu belikan ninah susu, puting..ok!)
Me : Ok...
U see..how talkative she is...Tat word cici means susu dah melekat kat dia..Sampaikan all of us terikut-ikut..

Nice Song

2006-12-04T14:25:00.001+08:00

Photos uploaded..

2006-12-01T10:14:00.000+08:00

Photos uploaded in my multiply..Just a brief update..On 21st Nov, went to the zoo..Lik Kinah's first trip there..Definitely she enjoyed every moment of it..

Last weekend, the representative from Singapore,2 cars altogether,made a trip to Melaka..one of my cousin got married..Back in 2002, wen I got married, 1 big bus from Melaka came all the way to Chua Chu Kang Crescent..So kalau me tak pegi, tak sedap plak lah kan..

I'm back...I'm back..

2006-12-01T09:19:00.000+08:00

Yes! I'm back after a long disappearance. I miss my blog..and I miss my Miss M too..for 3mths. Nope..Don't congratulate me yet..or there's no need to congratulate me coz it's a '-' sign..I don't feel like seeing my gynae again for this problem..Coz all she can do is prescribing me with the medicine, forcing that Miss M to come..Then, after 3-4 days flow, it'll dissappear again. Mebbe I shud chg it's name..From Miss Mensus to Miss Menopos..Nak mampus betul..Seeing the gynae is not cheap hor..Godeh sana, godeh sini, cost me ard $100+ seh..Haizzzz..Mebbe i'm too stress..I'm desperately looking for a job..Can someone offer me a job..At least I can get out from this hell, man! I'm not like those pple who mampu to mengampu my boss..PENGAMPU! PENGAMPU ORG KAYA! *Ikut style citer pendekar bujang lapok*

Oklah..enuff of those complains, whinings..I wanna update of the trips we made to the ZOO..and Melaka..Will update..will update...will update..

The 4 Ws

2006-10-31T14:06:00.000+08:00

Kinah is only 2yrs2mths, and she's bombarded me wif 1001 questions.."Y this?Y that?Who's this?Who's tat?" Tanya mcm kakak-kakak..At times she interogate me like :-
She : Ibu pon(phone) sapa?
Me : Kawan ibu..
She : Kawan ibu sapa?
Me : Kawan ibu lah..
She : Kawan ibu nama aper..
Me : ????
Soon she will screen all my phone calls, takut ibu dia ada scandal..WAAKAKAKAKA..And can anyone help me how to answer this question??
One day, she was watching Barney goes to the zoo VCD and she saw giraffes. She asked me "Ibu,naper gilaf leher ia tinggi?" How do U expect me to answer this question wen time nak belajar, cikgu aku dah mati..

Frens, frankly speaking I'm too tired..Org bule cakaplah,"Baru anak satu, dah mengeluh!" Kinah is getting more playful,naughtier,damn hyperactive,more mischievious. And not forgetting, more degil..Frens out there,any 'ayat' to make her less degil??My colleague selalu jer ckp,"Budak kalau bijak, selalu degil..Takkan ko nak anak ko diam jer mcm budak tongong.." Iskh akak nie, cakap laser..Alhamdullilah, I'm a proud Ibu of lil Kinah..She's a fast learner..My mum taught her only once in reciting doa makan, and she hafals it..And now,if she lost her way, the police will definitely got no prob sending her home..*Sorry guys, tak sempat nak modify video nie, terpaksalah korang tengok senget.."

The Many Faces of Lil Kinah...

2006-10-30T16:11:00.000+08:00

HARLOW HI!!

2006-10-27T10:30:00.000+08:00

Holla pple!!Naik berlapok blog gue..Neway, kepada sumer kengkawan bloggers, selamat hari raya aidilfitri, maaf zahir batin jika ada terkasar bahasa,tersinggung perasaan..Maklumlah, saya nie pun manusia jugak..tak lepas dari kesilapan..Raya this yr mcm biasa jugak..This year, for the 1st time, I brought Kinah pegi solat raya..Mula-mula dia ok,tapi bila kita dah nak start solat, dia terus nangis..tapi kejap jer,coz dah dapat kawan lari lari..heheh..

After solat,went back home for breakfast..Y eh, masa puasa dulu, mengidam nak mkn tu, mkn nie..lepas poser pun sama gak..Me teringin nak mkn telur rebus setengah masak..sekali terover shot..jadilah telur keras..Wakakakaka..Keras pun keras lah..janji telur..Ard 12 gitu, make a move to my mum's place..alah dekat jer..Had my lunch there..Best sungguh..ada sambal goreng pengantin..faverit siot..Ard 1++, Pak busu n family came and biasalah, kecoh satu rumah..After bermaaf-maafan,n camwhoring,the three of us went over to MIL's house..Kat sana ada beriani..aper lagik, melantaklah lagik..hehehe..After MIL place, took a cab back to mum's place for dinner..Hahahah..bak kata org, gelojoh tak tentu pasal..hHeheheh..Then after maghrib, terus balik..nasib baik Kinah tido cepat..I was dead tired man..nasib baik I was on leave,dpt jugak rehat..Neway, enjoy the pics....

For more..visit my multiply...

So sick..

2006-10-16T15:12:00.000+08:00

I was bedridden yesterday..I was actually sick since last sat. Came back from work on last sat, initially wanted to have iftar @ MIL's place..tapi dia ada appt plaks..Me plak had a very bad tummy pain..Sampai ke tahap cipan..Tak bleh tahan..It's like a sharp poking pain @ the left side of my tummy. Hub accompanied me to see my 'bapak angkat' after maghrib, then he went over to mum's place to fetch Kinah..

On Sunday, i started to have very bad sore throat, running nose..Badan dah start panas..Aisey, konpem nie demam..Told hubby to 'park' Kinah @ mum's place coz i don't want her to get infected too..Slept till 12pm..coz after sahur i've popped in few medicines..Mebbe due to the haze lah..Tima kasih ya kamu-kamu semua dari indon...Susah-susah aja kamu terbang ke singapur..(Buat susah aku jer) Iskh..watever it is, it's from Allah..redha jer..But I can't tahan my throat..sungguh perit.com(salah aku jugak,sapa suruh bedal kuih tat sampai sepuluh biji semalam)..But i still maintain poser..insyallah..

Neway, sahur for the day..

(Black pepper beef wif shitake mushroom and sayur bonces goreng)

Finally...

2006-10-13T13:26:00.000+08:00

Syukur..finally i've completed my studies..Yesterday was my last paper..So right now, my aim is to find a new job..Seriously..Friends, pls do keep a lookout of any 'lobang' pls..Thanks many-many..Tho my boss sponsored for this course,I still wanna go..Err, by the way, can anyone tell me how the nasi ayam penyet looks/taste like..Smlm kan, i went to the bazar @ cosway pt..Thot of having nasi ayam for iftar..But suddenly there's chg of my appetite the moment i saw one stall selling Ayam penyet..Since i've not tried it b4, i decided to give it a shot..Sekali biler bukak nasi bungkus tu kan, punyalah dissapointed..rupanya nasi putih, letak kacang panjang,letak tahu tempeh, sambal belacan and worst still, the ayam goreng, tak serupa ayam goreng!!It's like the ayam being goreng and being goreng and being goreng..Paham tak korang??Tak paham, pegi cari..mesti korang sakit ati..aiseyman, aku ni dah lah tak mkn tahu tempeh..sambal belacan pun aku tak mkn..haiz..wat a day..in the end, lepas maghrib, me terus turun bawah, beli waffle sapu blueberry..

Alhamdullilah..

2006-10-11T14:03:00.000+08:00

Alhamdullilah,2 papers gone..Left with the last one tomorrow..I was on leave on Mon and Tues for the first 2 papers..Today, takde paper, tapi kena keje..Nak amik cuti pun kena screen..baru nak amik few days, dah kena interrogate ngan my boss..Coz if i'm on leave, no one will retrieve his email, no one will arrange for his appt, no one will report to him on daily operations..Wat the #@!$#@!..Si anu @ keje tu amik cuti seminggu pun ko tak byk songeh..

Well, enuff abt those membebels..I'm gonna update u on my new experiment..Got this resep from Kak Idahmann and Mamadewi..Thanks sweet ladies..My "agar² cocoa oreo"..

ps: Kak Idah, ilah ubah sikit resep nyer...ilah pakai susu pekat yg disuggestkan, and iLah add 1/2 cup susu HL..Tambah kalsium..Untuk menguatkan lagi tulang dan gigi..Muehehehe

Whoaaaa!!

2006-10-04T13:55:00.000+08:00

Dear u..Smlm gua on leave..Self revision @ home,(puiit, konon!)Eh, but i did hokay! I did revised for 1 of the subject jer..Muehehe..But i was down wif flu..Temper seh!Tapi sempat watched the indo film, HEART featuring Nirina Zubir, Irwansyah, Acha Septriasa..I swear, it's a verrrrrrryyyyy nice movie, sampai meleleh air hingus nie..Don't miss it..I fell in love wif the songs too..esp these two songs, My Heart and Pencinta wanita..Y huh??Y am i so feeling-feeling nowsedihs(read:nowadays)..

Latest...

2006-10-02T15:39:00.001+08:00

My latest faverit song..Enjoyzzz..(Tak tau aper kena ngan aku nie nowadays,asyik jiwangz jer..Buang tebiat agaknya)

Jiwangzz

2006-09-30T11:24:00.000+08:00

Dear pple..kepada peminat lagu jiwangzz, welcume to the kelab jiwa luka...Nie sumer takde kena mengena dengan yg idup maupun yg mati..yg pengsan, maupun yg tengah berlari..Lagu nie sungguh seronok didengar ketika frust menonggeng..Harap terhibur..dan kepada mereka yg sungguh tak suker dengan lagu jiwang nie, harap jgn blah, teruslah membaca post saya, tetapi 'mute'kan speaker awak...Sekian, terima kasih..

Yg benar,

iLah yg sedang frust menonggeng mcm Spring ciken gitu..

FEEEEWWIITTT!

2006-09-27T16:24:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum sumer..Pekabar??Poser camner??Hari nie, genaplah 5 hari kita berposer..insyallah..so far, aku lum lagik poser setengah hari...sumernyer genap sehari...tapi aper halnyer lak aku nak poser setengah hari eh..bukannya budak-budak kecik..Mueheeeheheh..Lawak poser tengah haus..

U noe wat, I din really notice tat I'm having a parrot as a pet..Nama dia Kenot..Tat nite, lepas buka @ umah mak aku, biasalah, pekerja eksketip mcm aku nie mana ada masa nak masak..MUEHEHEHE..lawak lagik..padahal kuli cabuk..ok, back to the parrot story..On the way rumah, singgah jap kedai Aik Guan depan rumah aku tu..Belikan Kinah keropok ikan kaler kaler..faberet dia tu..Then gantung kat handle pram tu..belum sempat makan..So dipendekkan citer, me and Kinah were @ my room watching her all time faverit idol, Barney..tak yah vote pun..wen she said she wanna have her 'popok (reads:Keropok). I was so lazy to get it, so I just shout to dear hubster from my room.
Me : Yang! Oh Yang!!!Amikkan keropok Kinah kat pram tu..!!
Then tetiba jer ada echo.."Yan..Oh yan..amik popok ninah kat pem tu!" Rupanya si Kenot the parrot yg bercakap..Iskh..tak mkn saman tul..

And semalam..she became one gangster kampung UT..My sis brought her to Lot 1 yesterday and waited for me there..While waiting, my sis brought her for her Barney ride..But b4 it was her turn, there's a girl who was on the ride..Wen the ride ended, the girl turun, wen suddenly there's this lil boy cut the q of my lil Kinah..Seeing this, the gerl who rode earlier on said this to the boy, "Eh, it's this mei-mei's turn, u noe!!" The boy dengan selambanya turun...and then lalu depan lil Kinah and guess wat she said to this boy??"U GO AWAY!"

Adakah ini salah didikan dari ku??Oh tidak!!!!

DAMN!

2006-09-21T12:55:00.000+08:00

Damn! I'm having terrible, extremely bad migraine since yesterday! Iskh! I hate this..really..It's very irritating..My eyes are blur, and I felt that my ears oso mcm berdengung..Can't stand it man..Brought Kinah back after werk yesterday..and hoping tat she'll dozed off soon..coz lately kan, dia tido kul 11pm.Lambat kan..But alhamdullilah, she felt asleep at abt 9+ gitu..selamatlah aku..Right after isyak, popped 2 biji of Anarex, and off I went to lalaland..But with this pain wif me, I can't sleep well..Kapla mcm ada satu batu besar gitu duduk..

Hmmm..mebbe will be seeing my bapak angkat later..mintak pill sikit..mueehehhehe..

Examsss=Stress

2006-09-14T16:24:00.000+08:00

Yup..I'm stress the moment I see this..

(It's my entry proof)
And I ate this as a stress reliever..It works for a while..Whooaa..susah nak dpt nie benda seh..Kat Ikea jer ada..

But still there's stress..and these work..wonderfully..

More photos...

and more photos..

dan adakah anda takut biler melihat si polan nie???Takutkah anda??

Dia datang lagik semalam..Kinah nampak..Sanggup dia terbang ke rumah ku..

Monday lagik..

2006-09-11T15:32:00.000+08:00

Yoooooohooo..it's monday again..so the mendak one..Anyway, weekend was fine. Last Sat, after werk, went to Sheng Shiong for 'marketing'..Back to mum's place to fetch Kinah and prepare ingredients for our dinner. Just made 'beehoon goreng' for dinner. On Sunday, after bfast, tot of going to Spotlight @ Plaza S'pore, nak cari langsir or wateverlah..Tapi melencong to Geylang instead. Kinah slept throughout the journey there..even wen we were having lunch @ Arnolds..Speaking of Arnolds, me rasakan, quality, the customer service sumernyer dah down..Then, went to TKC..instead of looking for the curtains or even the rods, we ended up buying a 'sepasang kebaya kuning' for Lil Kinah..fuyooo..this year mebbe kita tak ber'boria'lah..Niat dihati nak teruskan perjalanan ke Joo chiat..tapi terpaksa dibatalkan kerana hujan turun dengan lebatnyer..and we went home dengan perasaan yg hampa..

But, kehampaan itu hanya seketika..coz after maghrib, bro drove us to Ikea..Brought Kinah along..But with Kinah around, it makes shopping a lil bit difficult..I almost transformed into a tarzan..mana taknyer..sibuk kita nak cari barang, dia sibuk buat keje dia..siap masukkan brg 'pilihan' dia dlm trolley kita.. so we decided to make it fast lah..kalau tak,abislah satu ikea tu aku pekik.. Eh, tapi ok gak, glamour jugak kan..

Took dinner @ BK..and off we went home..Si Kinah pun tertidur dlm keter..btw pple, I'm hating dogs even more now..Last Friday nite, at abt 8.45pm, we heard a dog barking all the way till nearly 10pm..and definitely it didnt come from our blk but it cud be from the blk opposite..I was irritated with the noise pollution and after checking with my bestfriend, Rohaidah, Idah, if u're reading this, thanks for ur info..we decided to call the police..Kecoh kan aku nie..u may say tat I'm so ngada-ngada..but if u were to be in my situation, u'll feel irritated too..seriously..gua tak bedek..Geram seh aku..Memekak jer..ternampak antu agaknya..and after 5mins hub called the police, terus senyap sepi..mebbe dah kena bawak gi balai untuk di'interrogate'..Kwang kwang kwang..cakap pasal antu..last sat evening, lil kinah say this to me,
KINAH : Ibu, ada batman..
ME : Kat mana??
KINAH : Tu(tunjuk @ tepi my dressing table)
Me : *Tercengang*
Dahlah Hubby takde tat night. He had to rush to work for a while..ada fault..At last, this penakut of me, called my dad to accompany me and kinah for a while..Korang takut tak dengan batman??Takut??takut????

Dreadful Weekend...

2006-09-05T15:39:00.000+08:00

Dreadful weekend..tat's wat we had..*Sigh* The whole family was sick..The stomach flu..Didn't noe it was contagious. Worst part was, it started from lil Kinah..Last Thursday, brought her to NUH for her 2nd year assessment and at the same time, we took the Pneumococcal vaccine for her. It's a new vaccine against Pneumonia..I just got so worried and scared after reading abt those sickness related to Pneumonia..But I failed to complete my homework on tis matter. I failed to check it out the side effect after taking this vaccine. I onli noe tat she'll likely get fever so they prescribed panadol syrup..

After the whole checkup, we went back, tapi sempat singgah IMM jap to have our brunch..Gave her panadol syrup in advance, tat's wat we did after every jab. She looked fine the whole day..But my nightmare started on Friday..She had fever, but subsided after she took panadol. Later in the afternoon, Mum called to inform tat she started vommitting and complaining tat her 'kaki atit'(reads:kaki sakit). That's where she was poked. So I told hubby abt it, and he took half day leave to attend to Kinah. Brought her to the GP and he said tat it's one of the side effect. Be prepared to see more side effect like diarhoea. True enuff, she got it..Muntah berak..muntah berak..and the berak was so watery..sorry pple..kalau korang tengah makan disaat membaca blog aku..

Poor Kinah,she was so 'energyless' tat day. We were planning to spend our weekend @ one of my best friend's new love nest @ JB..Tapi tak jadi..Si Kinah nie asyik terkencet jer..Then, my nephew and SIL started to have muntah berak kes on Saturday. Next victim was my sis. Another poor victim was my mum. She had gone to Melaka for a wedding invitation on tat Saturday morning. Once she reached there, she immediately bought the bus tickets back to Singapore scheduled on Sunday afternoon. Tapi tak sempat both my mum and aunt nak stay sana sampai besok..Malam tu jugak my mum kena berak muntah. So in the end, my bro had to drive there to fetch them..Thot Sunday was fine..but it was not. In the morning, brought Kinah to the 24hr clinic for her diarhoea..Mlm tu plak, hubster kena jugak..terpaksalah pimpin hubster to 24hr clinic after parking Kinah @ mum's place..Mcm dah jatuh, tergolek pulak..Nasib baik, my aunt is around to jaga Kinah..My hubster yg selama nie i puja kegagahan dia, kelembikan akibat penangan muntah berak nie..and I thot i will survive..tapi ternyata meleset belaka..baru jer sampai rumah after bringing him to clinic, me plak terasa nak terkencet..Nasib baik sempat sampai jamban..kalau tak, berkecah satu rumah..and suddenly tekak ni rasa macam nak terkeluar..BLUEKKKKK...dan kedua-dua pasang merpati sejoli pun terkulai layu..Ya Allah, sesungguhnya ini semua adalah dugaan dari MU..so got an mc semalam..Kanasai punya doctor..aku mcm gini punya lembik, kasi satu hari jer..Hmm...dan..the last victim..hopefully this is the last...my dad..Semalam tengah malam baru dia gi klinik jugak..Aper punya virus nie???Cuba explain????

Finally u came!!

2006-08-28T17:49:00.000+08:00

Yeah, u noe wat, after exactly 3mths of MIA, finally 'she' arrived last Sunday morning..and after I've spent $100 on my gynae to report on 'her' missing..After I was being 'f**ked* by tat tiruan 'btg' to check if there's any extraordinary 'kutil' which i used to have in my ovary..And definitely after I've took those small pills just to invite this friend of mine.. *sigh* $100 for to invite u back..Here's my small note to my 'friend'...
"My dear friend, ko ingat ko sungguh super VIP eh??$100 tukar duit rupiah, jadi org kaya aku kejap @ Batam tau!!"
And here's her reply :"Oi Siti Suhailah, dah bagus tu aku datang..walaupun diundang secara paksa.. Kalau aku tak datang terus,konpem ko meraung 3hari 3mlm tau..Kerana itu mungkin bermakna ko akan mendapat kawan baru atau pun, menopause..nie lah dia manusia tak pernah bersyukur..Aku tampar karang!!!baru ko tau! "

Dan aku.. terus saje terdiam..Sorry guys..ku harap korang tak boring membaca post giler aku nie..

Kinah turns 2...

2006-08-24T11:10:00.000+08:00

Happy 2nd Birthday to my beloved princess, Nur Sakinah Bte Abdul Razak..
Semoga diberi kesihatan, dilindungi dan dirahmati Allah dan menjadi anak yg solehah...Amin..

Kinah wen she was 4mths old...

20 yrs ago..

2006-08-24T11:03:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time..

This was taken wen Datok K was 27 and and CT was only 7...Mueheheheh

Photos uploaded

2006-08-23T09:59:00.000+08:00

As promised...here's some pix..

The cake..

The cake cutting..

The birthday gerl and the ayah..
For more pix, visit my fotopages..

Updates...and updates..

2006-08-22T13:16:00.000+08:00

I was on mc smlm..Satu family sakit..Tot of resting @ hm all alone..But my mum was sick too..So got no choice, terpaksalah menapak pegi rumah my mum to jaga Kinah, afterall it's my duty..I dunno y lah..these few days lil Kinah selalu buat me marah..She's smart..but, degil..seriously..Mummies out there, any tips untuk kurangkan kedegilan yg teramat nie..

Btw, did u pple got to watch the Pernikahan of the year semalam?Ohhhhh...she's so th pretty..Actually i don't like the idea of she's married to tat old guy..tapi kan, nie sumer dah takdir kan..Semuanyer ketentuan Allah..Watever it is, me terharu seh bile tengok dia peluk ayah dia..She cried..and yes, i cried too..Sensitip siak aku nie..Muehehehe..

I was so tired last Sat, coz we celebrated Kinah's 'gedeban'(Advance) birthday @ my mum's abode..Just a mini celebration..Invited MIL and family jer..Pics will be uploaded soon...

Usia Pernikahan..

2006-08-18T13:20:00.000+08:00

Got this email from a fren..There's truth in it..Can't deny..

Usia Pernikahan Mempengaruhi Kemesraan.......

Sebelum Tido:
6 minggu: selamat bobok sayang, mimpi indah ya, mmmuach.
6 bulan: tolong matikan lampu tu, silau ah.
6 tahun : Sana sikit lah... tido kalau tak mengepit tak bole eh???!

Pakai Toilet:
6 minggu: tak apa, u dulu aje lah, i tak buru2 .
6 bulan: masih lama tak nih?
6 tahun: brug! brug! brug! (suara pintu digegar), kalau nak bertapa pi lah
gunung ledang sana!!

Balas SMS:
6 minggu: iye sayang, jap lagi i sampai ruma, i beli murtabak kesukaan u..
6 bulan: trafik jam ah
6 tahun: k..

Dating process:
6 minggu: I love U, I love U, I love U.
6 bulan: Of course I love U.
6 tahun : Iyalah!! kalau i tak cintakan u, buat apa i nikah ngan u??

Pulang Keje:
6 minggu: Honey, i dah balik nih...
6 bulan : I'm BACK!!
6 tahun: Masak apa hari ini??

Hadiah (ulang tahun):
6 minggu : Sayang, i harap u menyukai cincin yang i beli
6 bulan : I beli lukisan, nampak sesuai dengan suasana ruang tengah
6 tahun : Nih duit, u beli sendiri lah apa yg u nak..

Telefon:
6 minggu: Baby, ada yang ingin bbual ngan u di telefon nih
6 bulan : Eh...your call...
6 tahun : WOOIII TELFON BUNYI TUUUHHH....ANGKAT AH!!!

Masakan:
6 minggu: Wah, tak sangka i, rasa makanan ini begitu lazaattt...!!!
6 bulan: Kita makan apa malam ini??
6 tahun: HAH? LAUK INI LAGI?

Memaafkan:
6 minggu: Sudahlah, tak apa, dah pecah pun, nanti kita beli lagi eh
6 bulan: Hati-hati! Nanti jatuh tuh.
6 tahun: Orang dah bilang berkali2 pon tak paham!!

Baju baru:
6 minggu: Aduh sayang, u seperti bidadari dengan pakaian itu
6 bulan: Lah.. beli baju baru lagi?
6 tahun: DAH BERAPA RIBU HABIS BELI BAJU TU???

Merancangkan Holiday:
6 minggu: Macam mana kalau kita jalan-jalan ke Amerika atau ke tempat
yg u nak honey?
6 bulan: Ke Orchard aje eh..senang sikit tak perlu naik flight...
6 tahun: JALAN-JALAN??? DUDUK RUMAH AJE TAK BOLEH EH? BUANG DUIT JE!

TV:
6 minggu: Baby, apa yg kita nak tonton malam ini ?
6 bulan : Sekejap eh, citer bagus ah.
6 tahun: JANGAN TUKAR2 BOLE

2006-08-15T14:07:00.000+08:00

I think i need to mandi bungalah..Mcm� yg menimpa since last Sat. Mungkin dugaan dari Allah..Redha..First, it was last saturday. In the afternoon,brought lil Kinah to my mum's place for a while, then left her there since my aunt tak puas main dengan dia..Mum told me tat my bro will send her later in the evening. At abt 6.30pm,bro called to say tat he's oready at my void deck wif my gerl. Not too sure if I press the right 'tingkat' wen suddenly the lift stopped at 5th level instead of 6th..Realising it was the wrong tingkat, we both stepped in the lift again wen suddenly there's this dog, dunno where it came from chased after us...Both me and lil kinah was in the lift, tekan� door closing, taknak tutup pulak pintu nie..Binawe betul..Aper lagik, me terpekik terlolong lah..mcm org kena histeria..Then mebbe the owner heard me and took the dog away..And the door closed. Upon reaching 6th floor, i ran to my home wif Kinah..Cepat� tutup pintu and terus terduduk depan pintu..My hubby asked wats happening..I was crying, mulut tergamam nak cakap..Then this gerl opened her mouth, "Ibu tatot..ada dog..ada dog"..Only then my hub knew wat went wrong..and he insisted of calling the police. Seriously i was traumatised with the incident coz I've had bad experience with dogs.

On Sunday, Kinah hurt herself twice..Nie lah dia, active sangat..Then, latest incident..It happened last night..Normally,Kinah will sleep on my bed b4 I put her on her mattress next to our bed..But last night, abt midnight, wen she asked for her milk, she insisted of sleeping with us on the bed. Definitely it was so cramp, so i slept on her mattress instead whereas she slept wif her dad..Biasalah, kalau dah penat,tidur mcm balak..Suddenly, gedebuk......Terperanjat beruk kejap..the small balak dah jatuh..Melalak kejap..Padahal dah letak bantal buat fencing..And I'm the panicky type..terus capai minyak, gosok kuat� kat dahi dia..and finally off to lalaland..but I can't sleep well...Dlm hati doa punya doa..And alhamdullilah..she's fine..Told this to my mother..aper lagik..kena lecture dari guru besar tu lah..

"Ya Allah,selamatkan aku dari segala bencana walaupun daripada jatuh dari katil..Ya Allah, berikan murah rezeki kepada kami sekeluarga terutama sekali kepada ibu ngan ayahku supaya mereka dapat membelikan mainan untuk aku lagik..Amin"

"Assalamualaikum sumer..Sudahkah anda menunaikan solat anda??Solatlah anda sebelum anda disolatkan.."

I'm so STRESS!!

2006-08-08T14:02:00.000+08:00

I'm so stress..Stress maut punya..Stress ke tahap max..Pple,another confession to be made..I'm not a good momma..I can't control my temper..I've lost my temper to my gerl..Poor gerl..Sometimes I envy those momma with more than 1 child..I got paranoid whenever pple start asking me abt "wen's ur 2nd one?" ARGHH! For goodness sake, don't ask me tat question anymore..No more plss...

Sometimes I feel like seeing a pakar jiwa or counsellor..Damn me..Lil Kinah, she made me cry..No no..it's not her fault..It's my fault..it's my fault..But I can't tolerate or 'carry it' anymore...UWAH!! Like anyone else, i start my day from 6am till 11++pm..And wat do I get at the end of the tiring day??A tired and aching body cum a 'problematic' gerl cum a 'someone' who is less helpful.

Y I said Kinah is a bit problematic child coz, each time she wants to "berak", she'll stand one corner, then kepit her kaki, meneran mcm menteri fasola, berpeluh-peluh, and end up nothing came out..I dunno y..and then she kep saying "Ninah nak yak..ninah nak yak!" Like i said, i don't blame her lah..Mebbe sembelit or wat, that's y she felt uneasy..Tapi she's so degil..I tried helping her by making her kangkang her leg or even make her 'cangkung'..And she refuse..Wat can I do??

NExt, b4 putting her to bed, I'll make her a bottle of milk..Sebotol dah abis,tapi mata tak lelap..an hour later, asked for another bottle of milk...Tak sampai abis, then asked for another bottle of milk which she just asked for the sake of asking..Don't u think it's too much..

Frankly I don't like to entertain this kind of things..coz i've got other things to do..and tat includes sleeping..Seriously i need to rest after a long tiring day..And wen this gerl buat hal time nak tidur, aper lagik, mak dia naik loktang lah.. Till i cried and she cried too...Poor gerl..Dear pple, pls give me some tips on how to control my temper and anger..UWAH...I'm SO STRESS!!

Konpius..

2006-08-03T13:49:00.000+08:00

Gua sua jadi bingung punya olang..There's this rojak feelings in me..I'm happy,sad,angry..etc..U name it, mebbe I have it..

I'm happy coz...
1)I've got my results..Out of 3 papers I took last May, I passed 2 papers. Best part wa I passed the toughest paper.
2)It's weekend soon..and i'm very the looking forward coz I'll be going overseas..Batam jer..Muehehehe..dunno y i'm looking forward for tat..
3)Since it's gonna be weekend, it's gonna be family day wat..
I'm sad coz...
2)I failed 1 paper..
3)Failing 1 paper means i have to retake..retaking means $$$ gone..
4)$$$ gone means I have lesser $$$ to shop in Batam..Anyway, wats there to shop huh??Any idea?
I'm angry coz....
1)I'm not supposed to fail in that paper..Overconfident ke aku nie???
2)Instead of taking 2 papers in October,I have to take 3..Shit..

Soonnnn

2006-08-01T15:44:00.000+08:00

Soon,lil Kinah will turn 2..How time flies..Err, i will not elaborate how was my labour experience..but just a brief one. That was in 2004, and I was in my 32weeks pregnancy. My gynae told me that my blood pressure was quite high and she did not want to take the risk of letting me wait till the 40th week..So i have to surrender myself on 23rd August 2004 to be induce..Kena sumbat benda alah tu, twice..they told me that they will 'burst' my waterbag the next morning..tapi alhamdullilah, pukul 10.30 pm dah pecah..I thot I can't control my urine, tapi rupanya waterbag pecahlah...exactly 11pm, I was being pushed to the labour ward. It was quite fast..Genap pukul 3.40am, 24th Aug 2004, Nur Sakinah Bte Abdul Razak was born..Alhamdullilah..Cepat kan..

Dulu masa ngandung, my friends kept telling me stories tat the first labour pain, normally gonna be very long..Tapi sangkaanku meleset belaka..Allah is GREAT!!I've gone thru hell during my pregnancy..and alhamdullilah, masa beranak, tak lah susah..Muehehehe..

And proud to tell the whole world she can finally sebut me as IBU..instead of ABU..kentut dia lah!!And she talks too much..(Ikut aku ke?)..One of the conversation..
SHE : Ibu, Ninah nak ukar ampers ah..(Reads : Ibu, Ninah nak tukar pampers ah.)
Me : Kenapa??Kenapa nak tukar?
SHE : Overlow, nie acah...(Reads : Overflow, nie basah)
Me : ?????
I tell u, she's so the fast learner..Just teach her once, and she'll remember..And frankly speaking, sometimes i'm too tired to entertain her..and i'll pretend to sleep..wat kind of mum I am..mueheheh..

Haiz..mana kawan baik aku nie, tak kunjung tiba..janji nak datang 20th June..tapi sampai sekarang..sesat agaknya..Nak kata terima kawan baru, tak jugak kunjung tiba..Adakah aku akan mengalami saat-saat Menopause???

Tetiba jer..

2006-07-31T09:45:00.000+08:00

Kenapa jer tetiba aku ada byk kawang mat salleh nie..Tetiba jer ramai pengunjung mat salleh jenguk ke blog aku..Heran aku..

TAG AGAIN

2006-07-26T14:50:00.000+08:00

Haiz...got this tag from Magg..Magg, bule tepis tak virus nie???

My Name : Siti Suhailah aka iLah
Hobbies : Used to have lotsa of them..but now, my only hobby is sleeping..
School : Ayer Rajah PAP, Jintai Pri, Boon Lay sec, ITE Clementi..
Work : General Worker
Horoscope : Gemini..
Hair Colour : Black
Eye Colour : Black
Skin Colour : Tan
Status : Married
Last 5 digit of my mobile : 98071
My Birthday : 17th June 1978
HAVE YOU
Tried Smoking : Ever..during my anak metropolitan time..
Drink Alcohol : Never lah..
Been Hurt Emotionally : Of coz ever lah......even recently..
Keep a secret from Anyone: Yup..yup..
Been on a Stage : YESSSSSSSSS..I LIOKEEEEEEE.
FAVOURITES..
Colour : Bluee....
Food : Fast Food
Number : 17
Cartoon : Smurf
Song : I luv u..u luv me...*Barney theme song sung by Lil Kinah*
Movie : Movie Tamil...bule tak?
RIGHT NOW...
Wearing : Pakaian opis..
Hairstyles : Ikat toncet..pas tu pakai tudung pink karer..
Looking at : PC screen..
Thinking of : My exams results not out yet..pass ke tak eh..
Listening to : My own typing..
Do You Believe IN ....
Love : Yup..
Faiths : Yup..
Yourself : Entah eh..kekadang tak percaya yg aku nie aku...
Angels : Yup..
Ghost : Don't mention...
IN THE LAST 24HRS...
Wored Jeans : Nope..
Clean Your Room : Nope..tak sempat..
Cried : Nope..the last time i cried was last week..
Met someone new : Everyday, kat dalam bas,dlm mrt..
Last Person I talk to on the Phone : A Staff from Pertapis checking on my attendance for this Sat Seminar..
LOVE LIFE ...
Do you believe in Love : Of coz lah..Aper punya soalan..sapa set soalan nie??
Have a secret admirer : Got...
Do you want to get married : U mean the second time???Mueheheheh
How old you want to be when you have kids : I was 27 wen I first got Kinah..
How Many kids Do you want : Actually plan for 2..but now mebbe chg my mind.. i just want 1..
Would you have kids before marriage : Merepek ke aper??
Do you have a crush : Yesssss..
What do you want most in a Relationship : $$$ eh..salah salah..Trust..
IN RANDOM ...
Your Favourite Local Footballer : Fandi lah..
3 People You run to when you have Problems : MUM, DAD and hubby..
3 Things you do when you are stress : Tidur..shop if got the cash..and bongkar almari, pastu kemas balik..
3 Prominent Qualities of Myself : Hmmmm...3 jer..takleh lebih??
What would you do if You have 1 Million : 1 million??Mana cukup...
Favourite Secondary School Teachers : Cikgu Lamoen..kalau dia takde, i lah jadi cikgu..hehhe
People(S) You like to see doing this STUPID Thing : Sapa-sapa yg sudi lah...tak nak mention nama lagik..nanti aku kena balik...

I'm fine..

2006-07-24T12:58:00.000+08:00

To all friends..Thank you for your kind support..I'm fine..Thanks..Thanks a million..Haiz...how time flies..It's been a week or so, I've not been updating..Today, Kinah turns 23mths..1 more month, she'll turn 2..At this stage, she's able to recognize lotsa things..Can count up to 10..Can recognize a few alphabets though she pronounce G as "Jim"..watever lah Kinah..But,stone headed lah..batu besar ada duduk dia punya kapla..sama dia saya cakap..sama saya dia banyak marah..*Ikut style mamak dlm citer seniman bujang lapuk*

Still not too sure where to celebrate her birthday..Kat rumah ke, kat Mac ke, kat masjid ke..

Di sebalik wajah yg ceria..

2006-07-17T12:53:00.000+08:00

Di sebalik wajah yg ceria..
Tersirat seribu makna..
Di sebalik wajah yg gembira..
Deras mengalir si air mata..
Perasaan yg gundah gulana..
Sedih, pilu, jiwa tersiksa..
Namun aku gagahkan jua..
Walau di hati aku menderita..
Apakah akan terjadinya nasib diriku..
Juga nasib si kecil..
Ya Allah..padaMu aku berdoa..
Tiada tempat lain untuk ku mengadu..
SelainMU,hanya sekecil menjadi penyambung nyawaku..
Tunjukkan kebenarannya..bukan kemungkinan..
Kau berikan aku ketahaban untuk menempuh segala kebenaran..
Kerna KAU MAHA MENGETAHUI...
Andai kata kebenaran terbukti mengecewakan, aku redha..
Redha dengan ketentuan MU...AMIN...

SuperNani

2006-07-13T13:31:00.000+08:00

Finally managed to get hold of this book!!! Kena reserve lagik..

Those were the days..

2006-07-13T13:29:00.000+08:00

Hmm..Look @ these photos..How I wish i cud maintain that 'nice' figure..Though still chubby..tapi still ok..Haslina, aku mintak sorry sebab exposekan gambar nie..Gambar nie lah pembakar semangat untuk kembali ke body asal..Mueheheh..

Weekend Updates

2006-07-12T17:52:00.000+08:00

Went to a birthday party of my handsomest 'anak angkat' @ Mac Lot 1 last Sunday..Very the enjoyzzz..

The handsomest birthday boy..

The 'jambuest' gerl..Ahakss...

Confession

2006-07-08T09:27:00.000+08:00

Dear pple..I have something to confess..My 'bestfriend' whom I've mentioned in my earlier post has yet to arrive..I've done my self test once,negative..Visit my family doctor to do a re-test, still negative..Not too sure why..I insist on taking medication to force my 'bestfriend' to come. But the doctor said this, "U noe this test is not accurate even though it's 99.9% accuracy but there's 1% of chance. Let's wait for a few more days."

My god..I can't wait..It's either I'm pregnant or I'm afraid it cud be cyst recurrence..Before I got myself pregnant in 2004,I had a cyst of 4cm removed. It's painful, u noe!!Any advise anyone??Don't advise me on taking pineapples which the doctor don't allowed that..Damn! Then how???And worst part is, pple around me especially the kepo makcik @ bawah, thought that I'm pregnant! I noe my weight is just like the YOYO..not the mat yoyo ok..Kengkadang naik..kengkadang turun..But this time round was very the up one!!!Haizzz...Pls help...pls help...

VIRUS!!

2006-07-04T13:33:00.000+08:00

Just recovered from the flu virus, and now I've infected with another virus..Wonder if there's any vaccine for this TAG virus!! Thanks to ZANA! Ko mmg sungguh baik hati..Hmm..Anyway, here goes..

10 Favs..
Favourite Colour : Mambang Biru..
Favourite Food : Fast Food..
Favourite Song : Demi Waktu (Ungu)
Favourite Movie : Seniman Bujang Lapuk..(Ok tak??)
Favourite Sport : Er...no hap lah..
Favourite Day of the Week : Sunday...SUnday..Sunday..(How I wish everyday is Sunday)
Favourite Ice Cream Flavour : Strawberry...
Favourite Car Model : Any Lexus Model..(Berangan biar yg ada kelas sikit)
Favourite Subject in School : Maths..
Favourite Snacks : Cikedees..

9 Current..
Current Mood : Exhausted..
Current Taste : 100plus taste still melekat..
Current Clothes : Office wear
Current Desktop : Kinah's photo
Current Toenail Colour : Colourless
Current Time : 1510hrs
Current Surroundings : Office
Current Annoyance(s) : 2 idiots in my office
Current Thoughts : Off to Lalaland..

8 First(s)..
First Best Friend : Noridayu Bte Nordin
First Crush : Errr..in Primary school..Can't remember tat guy's name..
First Movie : Can't rememberlah...
First Piercing : Got my ears pierced wen I was 5yrs old..
First Lie : Can't remember..I got bedek meh??hehehehe
First Music : Twinkle twinkle little stars..
First Car : Don't have a driving licence...so no car..
First Real Date Venue : Dibawah sinaran bulan purnama..

7 Last(s)..
Last Drink : 100 plus
Last Car Ride : This morning,bro send me to Boon Lay Interchange
Last "Movie Crush" : None
Last Phone Call : My Aunt..
Last Song Played : Biarlah rahsia (Datin K)
Last Food Ate : Nasi Bungkus..
Last Thing I do before I go to sleep : Seek forgiveness from Allah and forgive sumer org..insyallah..

6 Have You Ever(s)..
Have you ever dated one of your best friends : Yes
Have you ever broken the law : Nope..
Have you ever been arrested : Nope..
Have you ever skinned dipped : Nope..
Have you ever been on TV : Yup..wen i played my wedding VCD on the TV..ok jugak kan??
Have you ever kissed someone you didn't know : Siow ting tong punya olang..

5 Things You Are Wearing...
Grey Tudung
Grey Shirt
Pants
Watch
Rings

4 Things You've Done Today...
4 Things You've Done Today :-
Check my boss's emails.
Check my own emails..
Sort and organize things need to be done today..
Complete this tag lah..

3 Things You Can Hear Right Now ...
Songs from my mini radio.
Keyboard..
Phone ringing..

2 Things You Can't Live Without ...
Family
$$$$

1 Thing You Do When You Are Bored ...
Sleep..

5 Beautiful Peeps to Carry On The Game :-
The 5 beautiful peeps..are..
1)CT NORLINA AKA ALOYAH KUEH LOPEZ
2)MAGG69
3)SYAZAH
4)FARAH
5)SIS MARYA

2006-07-03T14:20:00.000+08:00

I got a new bag..I got a new bag..Kinah got a new bag..Barney's bag..Rimas aku..barney tak abis abis. Bought this bag @ pasar malam last Friday..

Brought her to town..Was looking for a new pram for her..(Haiz..while waiting for the train.."idup susah, mati pun susah...ini mrt manyak lambat..)

YEAH YEAH!!The train is here!!!

Aper tengok tengok????

Real story..

2006-06-29T13:23:00.000+08:00

Wen I read Farah's blog abt Angmoh vs Asians...Hmm..my story goes..Few days back, went to have dinner wif hubster at one of the 24hr famous coffeeshop @ Woodlands..Very famous..they even had another branch @ Bukit Timah..So after we sat down, one of their newly employed 'waiter' came to take our orders..And we waited for our food and happily enjoying the dinner..

Abt 15 mins later, a couple, a malay lady and an angmoh guy sat in front of us..the lady, satu mcm punya mentel dan mcm nak mintak kena sepak punya attitude..Mengalahkan bitch..So 1 guy approached them to take their orders..5mins later, another guy came to check if their orders had been taken..Then, not even 5mins, another guy approached them if their orders had arrive..A total of 5 times they were being approached..Dalam ati menyumpah seh..kita nak panggil sorang waiter nak mintak plain water pun bukan main susah.. #@!!#!#@!#!^*&&*$....I feel like asking the staff or even the couple..wat so special abt them tat they received this kind of treatment.. Geram tak korang..Geram tak...GERAM TAK???????????Ingatkan mat salih nie sumer kaya..I've got so called kakak sedara kawin ngan mat salih jugak..tapi mat salih tu cuma pembakar roti jer..speSIAL sangat ke???

PASRAH

2006-06-29T13:16:00.000+08:00

Teman..
Sudah lebih sepurnama kau menghilang..
Kau janji akan datang..
Tapi kunjungan kau tidak juga tiba..
Teman..
Adakah kau akan meninggalkanku buat sekian kalinya..
Seperti kau lakukan dulu..
Selama sembilan purnama..
Teman..
Kau tentu maklum..
Aku memerlukanmu disaat-saat ini..
Kerna aku belum bersedia untuk kehilanganmu..
Teman..
Saban hari aku mengintaimu di balik celah-celah pintu..
Namun hampa..
Teman..
Seandainya kau ingin meninggalkanku buat kali kedua..
Aku redha..dan PASRAH......
*start nyanyi lagu Erra Fazira.."KINI AKU PASRAH,DENGAN SEGALANYA!"

Stop bugging me!!UHUK UHUK!!

2006-06-27T13:39:00.000+08:00

*Sigh* I'm sick the whole weekend..There goes my weekend..I dunno y, suddenly I felt my body aching, kapla sakit mcm nak pecah..Extremely bad sore throat..Running nose just like the paip bocor...Last Sat,after hubby off to werk,I brought lil Kinah to MacD for our breakfast..Then off we went to my uncle's home to visit their newborn twins..Later in the afternoon,we went to KKH to visit one of my nephew who was hospitalised..

On my way back home,I've already had this terrible headache..Took panadol extra and took a nap..Ohhhh...temperature shot up..Hubby brought me to the 24 hr clinic tat day..Poor Kinah, I had to 'deposit' her at my mum's place..On Sunday, my throat got worsened..Hub brought me there again and was prescribed antibiotic this time..MC for yesterday..Mcm org sakit malaria tapioka...Tidur jer..Bedridden sekejap..Now still not well..*sigh*

28 oready...

2006-06-19T17:07:00.000+08:00

22yrs ago, a lil gerl made her parents proud wen she graduated from PCF Ayer Rajah.

Hehehehe..kelakar tak muker obit saya, kengkawan???Last Sat, I celebrated my 28sen's birthday..Not a big celebration tho..I got a pair of shoes from dearest hubby..tat's wat I need now...I dunno why all my shoes can't stay long with me..Not because I've got smelly feet or mebbe slight..mueheheh..Tapi kan, ada jer yang tak kena pada kasut tu, koyaklah, pecahlah..Mebbe me dah kena sumpah ngan kasut...eversince I'm in pri school..Dunno how many times, i must buy a new pair of school shoes..Till my mum comment "Ko tendang batu ke, batu tendang ko??" Sarcastic kan???

Yesterday was a damn tiring day...Early in the morning, went to airport to send my MIL off to India..for holiday and jejak kasih, mebbe..hehehe....Then off we went to pasar geylang for our breakfast..But damn, Kinah was VERY CRANKY!!!I can't stand it, u noe!!!

I stayed at mum's place coz we were having mini bbq session @ the corridor..hehehe..Depan corridor pun jadi..even tho there's no sea just a lil longkang...gasaklah..Had fun wif my kecoh bacin cousins, aunts and uncle...Not forgetting Kinah too..she was damn kecoh oso.."Eiii api...eii api!"

Tho it's tiring, but it's FUN!!!!Er btw, just wanna share this...My colleague who was seconded to HQ, called to inform abt her leave form. Since she has not taken the whole 3 mths maternity leave, she's clearing it bit by bit..So here goes..
She : Siti ah, I submit my leave form for this thursday hor..
Me : Ok..
She : I tick as mentality leave hor...
Me : (scratch my head, MENTALITY leave??) ahh..ok ok...tooooooooooottttt..
Mentality or maternity??Muehehehehhehehe..Is there such leave??Can I take oso???

VOTE FOR ME!VOTE FOR ME!

2006-06-15T15:48:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps..Pls vote for Lil Kinah.. http://www.singaporemoms.com/community/node/41484
And pls also vote for the cute lil babies of Syazah,Farah and Sis Marya..Undi anda amat kami hargai..muehehehehe.....

Mlm Jumaat

2006-06-13T15:47:00.000+08:00

Last Thursday, after werk, I was invited to the wedding reception of two of my staff...Kak Imah n Abang Mail..Congrats to both of u..Went there wif Kinah..Nasib baik dekat ngan rumah mak gue..
Antara Mak Datin yg hadir..
Dan yg nie...Datin kecik...Datin Nur Sakinah

Lepas tu kat rumah, step jadi baby ganyut..Tidur dlm buai Haziq aka Pak Abu..

MaMi JaRuM

2006-06-07T16:22:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh...mari mari kakak-kakak,adik-adik,ibu-ibu,datin-datin,puan sri,makcik-makcik..Mari dekat mari dekat....Jgn takut jgn bimbang, harga berpatutan..Meh sini chek nak khabaq kat hangpa sumua...Mami ada dok jual barang kemas yg diimport khas dari Pulau Pinang noh...Hehehe..Pple, actually I'm doing this for one of my gerlfren..In fact there's more of this..Interested, pls email to my dearest fren, Imah, ni6@hdb.gov.sg ...

She's Sick..I'm sick too..

2006-06-05T12:55:00.000+08:00

Believe it or not, Kinah is sick again. Last Saturday, brought her to my sis's clinic again..According to him, he suspected tat Kinah had ear infection..Since it's crowded on tat night, I brought her yesterday evening to the clinic to get her ears 'washed' since there's too much wax..I don't dare to dig her ears as advised by the doctor..True enuff,after her ears being cleaned,there's inflammation in her right ear which caused her to get fever..She's not too cranky, thank god..But this was wat she did to me..
"Abu, bukak barney, pls.."So I played her faverit barney..and not even a minute, she said this,"Abu, bukak i pie(reads:High 5)pls..and I accede to her request..and a minute later,"Abu, tukar barney pls...!" And pple, don't u think it's irritating..And she ended up getting a 'tengking' from me..Poor gerl kan..I broke down eventually..Frankly I was damn tired..Wen she saw me in tears,she came and 'pujuk' me.."Abu, amoh nangis kay..amoh nangis kay..(reads :Takmoh nangis ok)Wen she herself is crying..hehehe..sejuk hati tengok mcm gitu..But I felt terrible lah..

Now, it's my turn to fall sick....actually lum teruk sangatlah kan..my body is damn hot,kapla berat,teary eyes..dunno y..hmmmmm..BTW,I got a gift from my Sarawak's staff,Gendang, who just came back from his hometown..

IDOL

2006-05-29T11:02:00.000+08:00

While most Singaporean are enthusiastic over Singapore Idol new season, lil Kinah pun ada idol..And her idol is...

B.A.R.N.E.Y!!!!

Yup..Barney is her idol...Siang malam pagi petang, Barney, barney, barney..Celik mata, bukak vcd barney, nak tutup mata, vcd Barney, pendek kata, me sendrik pun tak dapat nak tengok news..kalau singapore kena tsunami, tak sempat lari..We brought her to IMM yesterday for the short Barney show..She can't believe her eyes wen she saw Barney live!!All the while she just adore Barney from the VCD...Haizzz...during the show, she was all out..Joget tak ingat orang..dia ingat macam zaman lantai t-pinkie agaknya!!

Kiddy Rides...

2006-05-27T09:38:00.000+08:00

Last nite, brought Kinah back home..Coincidentally ada pasar malam nearby..where definitely there's kiddy rides there..Kalau dah namanya kanak-kanak, konpem si Kenot pun nak naik..She wanted to ride on the choo-choo train..And of coz I've to sit wif her coz tis kecik tak reti dok diam..But looking how terkial-kial the wife is, the hubby pun sound.."Bule tak?Dahlah biar me bawak dia naik.." Dan terpaksalah si ayah menepiskan dan mengorbankan segala keegoaannya demi anak tercinta dengan menaiki choo-choo train..lihatlah aksi-aksi si bapak budak dan jugak anak budak.. *Maaf, gambar tidak begitu jelas demi menjaga identiti anak dan bapak*

Tapi bila balik rumah, dah start meragam..Mata dia dah ngantuk...tapi buat hal lagik..Iskh..I can't control my temper tat I gave her 2 spanks on her butts...Oh no...I felt very guilty..Kinah merajuk sampai terbawak-bawak dalam tidur..She cried and said..."NANAK ABU...NANAK ABU!" Kesian kan..I'm very bad..Tat makes me think twice of trying for another child..Rasanya satu jer dah cukup ah..

Toys...and more toys...

2006-05-25T09:26:00.000+08:00

Lagi-lagi toys...lagi-lagi toys..

The heppi gerl...

Kinah's rival...Haziq Isyam aka Pak Abu..Baru 3 bulan..pipi mcm kuih pau!

Kinah again!

2006-05-25T09:13:00.000+08:00

She's down wif viral fever again.. Dunno y lah..this month ajer, dah dua kali dia sakit..But anyway, she's getting better, alhamdullilah..Went to Edufarm learning centre depan blk my mum..Registered for her playgroup class next year..haizzz..dah besar anak aku..dah pegi sekolah..tak lama lagik nanti me join kaum ibu-ibu yg menghantar anak-anak meker ke sekolah dan duduk bersembang di bawah blk mengenai hal ehwal semasa dan rumahtangga..

Selamat membesar wahai anakku..

Finally u're here..

2006-05-22T10:31:00.000+08:00

My friend, where have u been..U're late this month..U've never failed to visit me every 15th of the month and stay accompanied for at least 5 or 7 days..Though at times u're late by 1 or 2 days due to ur busy and tight schedule..But u're far too late this month..I thought u gonna leave me for 9mths which u did in 2004..Dear friend, pls do not leave me yet..coz I really need you THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS MUCCHHHHHH and definitely I'm not ready..

Wat Happened??

2006-05-18T14:19:00.000+08:00

For those pple who wud like to noe wat's goin on @ Pudu..Here goes..2 weeks b4 we 'berlepas' to KL, I've called my cousin to purchase the return bus tickets for 5. He informed me tat the earliest I cud get was 2.45pm. We checked out from the hotel @ 2pm and by 2.20 we were already waiting for the bus @ Pudu.

It was not my first trip there that anyone can fool me. Normally the bus will get into the platform b4 the passengers can board the bus. So I told my family to wait till the bus drive in to the platform as the platform was so crowded. I don't mind if I'm alone without the elderly and my lil gerl. So we took turns to check on the bus every single second.

My cousin told me tat the bus had arrived but to our surprised, it did not get in to the platform, instead the driver just drove out of Pudu..I asked the 'attendants' there..According to him, tat bus is already full..Full???How bout our seats??"Oh, kami dah jual pada orang lain! Kami panggil-panggil tapi awak sumer tak turun.."

Me : HOI! KO INGAT SUARA KO SATU PUDU BULE DENGAR KE APER???SEKARANG, MANA BAS KITA!!
DIA : DAH TAKDE BAS DAH! KITA PANGGIL BANYAK KALI! KITA JUALLAH TIKET TU!
ME : (NAK MAMPUS AGAKNYA BUDAK NIE) MANA BULE KO JUAL SEDANGKAN TIKET PADA KITA! KORANG JUAL BLACKMARKET EH! EH, KORANG JANGAN NAK KELENTONG DGN AKU TAU! NIE BUKAN KALI PERTAMA AKU TURUN KL TAU!
DIA : ABIH, KORANG INGAT KORANG BUDAK SINGAPORE KITA TAKUT KE APER...
ME : (DARAH SUDAH UP) EH! APER KO CAKAP..NIE BUKAN PASAL TAKUT TAK TAKUT LAH..AKU SEPAK KO PUNYA MUKER BARU TAU! KORANG AJAR EH!
DIA : PEGI CHECKLAH DGN COUNTER!
ME : #$$q@@!#@!%! MAKAN TAUPOK TAUGEH BANYAK SANGAT..SAMPAI OTAK PUN BODOH! BARBIE PUNYA ORANG! (I WAS DAMN ANGRY, SO WAS THE REST OF MY FAMILY.)
ANOTHER 'ATTENDANT' APPROACHED US AND TOLD US TAT A BUS TO LARKIN WILL BE ON THE WAY..I TOLD HIM TAT I'VE ALREADY PAID FOR THE BUS TO BOON LAY INSTEAD..HE SAID TAT HE'LL RETURNED THE MONEY TO US..NASIB BAIK!!

So tat's my storylah...tat's y I'm so angry.. Nasib baik my gerl tak cranky..

My feelingsss....ohhhhh...Hati terluka..

2006-05-17T17:04:00.000+08:00

Berkecamuk??Bingung??Tawar hati???I'm lost..confused..Mixed feelings..Watever it is..I must be strong.. I must find a way to get out from this lost world..

KL TRIP

2006-05-17T16:54:00.000+08:00

Just to let u pple noe..It's my first time trying Nandos..Mine and hub's dinner for the day...Ok lah..But I still prefer Kenny Rogers..

The very, extremely supervain us..me and sis @ KLCC..Damn those tourists..We got no chance to go up to the Sky Bridge..

Me and Kinah...@ the hotel's lobby..

Anyway, this trip was not tat fun.. Nasib baik tak bertumbuk dengan Mat KL @ Puduraya tu.. Gengster jugak aku nie.. Sudahlah, malas nak citer panjang..for more photos..visit my fotopages..

She's SICK again..

2006-05-04T12:48:00.000+08:00

Just came back from 1.5days of urgent leave..No..Not to do my last minute revision..But Lil Kinah is sick..and is still sick..Kesian dia..Last Tuesday, mum called to inform tat Kinah is having high fever..Rushed home and brought her to our family GP..39.2 degress..Wahlau..so high huh..She was given a strong antibiotic which she vomitted out everything the moment she took tat medicine. No wonder..pahit rupanya..So, I took an urgent leave with hubby yesterday and brought her to the clinic again.

The doc chged the antibiotic for her and it's FOC. So tat was the 2nd trip to the clinic within 24 hrs..Then in the late afternoon, noticed some red spots on her palms, foot..OMG, cud it be HFMD??But she doesn't have any contacts per..Tak gi sekolah..How cud she got it??So brought her to the clinic again for the THIRD time..and this time round, the doc refered us to the A&E instead...I got so panic!

But atas nasihat my sis, we brought her to see my sis's doc instead..Thank god..It's not the terribe disease..But it's just a viral fever..My mum said tat the red spot cud be due to 'panas dia keluar'..mebbe, and hopefully it's gonna be fine..So pple, there goes my day without any revision..But it's ok..Kalau fail pun, retake jerlah..(Am trying to be positive)...But I'm damn toooooo tired..Ya Allah..pls give me all my strength.. Amin...

GATALNYA!!

2006-04-28T14:26:00.000+08:00

Aduihhhhhh...Tangan-tanganku gatal semua, ini semua kerana duit...Yang kanan gatal nak dapat duit..yang kiri gatal nak kuar duit..Cet! Tak bule ke kasi aku kaya dalam sehari...Nie baru dapat duit dah kena zakat sana, zakat sini..

Argh! Neway, me looking forward for this Vesak Day Holiday!!!YEAAAHOOOOO!!! Me going to KL..Poor some of classmates..got Business Finance paper on Vesak Day..*To tat someone, jgn jeles eh!!Me nak go KL..better sit for ur paper hor! Dah lah smlm tak datang kelas!*

Grown Up...

2006-04-27T13:57:00.000+08:00

I rushed home yesterday coz earlier on, my mum called to inform tat Lil Kinah had fever..Refused to eat, tapi joget, lincah..Terkinja-kinja..Gave panadol to her..Then she took her 'My First Words Book' and I read together with her. Surprisingly, she knows every single thing in tat book, then it's her turn to be my 'teacher'...

Kinah : (Showed me the torn page) Ni apa oyakkan ni? (Reads:Nie, sapa koyakkan ni?)
Me : Kinahlah..Kinah koyakkan..
Kinah : WHile turning the pages, she asked me one by one.. "Nie apa nie..huh?Nie apa nie?(Wif her garang tone)
Me : She showed a glass of milk..and I answered her, "Air!"
Kinah : Ukan...nie kan cici..(Reads: Bukan..nie kan susu)By the way, she pronounced susu as cici...

Rasanya dia ada potential nak jadi cikgu...Cikgu Bedah...Mebbe dia demam nak pandai agaknya..Tapi kan, kepandaian dia dah sama level ngan kedegilan dia..

MAXIMUM STRESS!!

2006-04-20T13:22:00.000+08:00

My desk has never been this messy..Wat a mess!!! I'm so stress!! So stress!! So Stress!!!HELP...

And the 'best' part, do I need to be reminded on THIS!!!!!

Presenting...

2006-04-12T12:31:00.000+08:00

My new toy....HAHAHAHAHAHA....BETAPA SUKANYA HATI BETA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tiring Weekend..

2006-04-10T12:30:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, I spend my time, was bedridden. Haha, mcm org sakit malaria tapioka seh..But wat to do..I was sick..Damn sick! Lucky this lil Kinah tak meragam and I had hubster to entertain her..she watched Barney from morning till tak tau pukul berapa..Thank god, my mum offer to take care of her on Saturday night. I had a good night sleep.

On Sunday, full of agenda..First, went to BIL's home to collect our pc back. Then, went to Magg's home. Magg had a 'clearance sale' for toys..hahaha..Me dah reserve the toy airplane..Then, we went to Sheng Shiong to do some 'marketing'..Then, at ard 5.30pm, went to KKH to visit one of my aunt who was hospitalized..Poor aunt..She got married for several years, miscarriaged for a few times, then got sangkut with a pair of twins..Being hospitalized for 'chicken pox'. Tat's wat we thought..But according to the doctor, it's not. Mebbe it's allergic or some rashes..So poor thing..Then, went to Adam road for dinner..Then back home..then iron clothes..then...watched 'Anak Bapak' @ TV2, only halfway, then off to lalaland...Then....eh, berapa banyak thenlah..

ARGHHH!! IT'S COMING!! IT'S COMING!!!

2006-04-07T09:51:00.000+08:00

AAAAAHHHHHHHCCCHHOOOOOOO! ALHAMDULLILAH..*Preeeeeeeetttttttt* Eii..Chendol..Pekatnya..

Argh! I can't stand this, man!!I've been sneezing since last night while in having class.. Fedup seh! Tot of taking a cab after class instead of the MRT..But thank god, my bro pick me up..Selamat duit teksi aku..The moment I reached home, grab my towel,had a warm shower..After Isyak, took piriton and anarex..Damn, no antibiotic for my throat..Tot of taking hubby's antibiotic..But I'm allergic to tat stupid medicine..He was on mc yesterday..Right after tat I was in lala land liao..

Tis morning, I drag my feet to work!!!Hubby told me to see my 'abang angkat' or 'bapak angkat' whoever is on duty..But, sigh..I've got work to do ler..Reports, reports, and more reports..I've got to settle this stuff first, b4 I date wif anyone of the above mentioned pple..

Till then, bye for now.......AHHHHHHHHCCCHHOoooooooooooo!! Alhamdullilah..

The FLU bug

2006-04-05T11:24:00.000+08:00

Poor lil Kinah.. She was down with running nose..Hingus meleleh..Cet, bule buat cendol..Hubby brought her to the clinic yesterday morning..As usual, she's active, though at times cranky to the max..

Last night, at abt midnight, hub received an emergency call from the office asking him to come back..wahlau..at tat hr..alamak..he was reluctant..but then, sigh..I told him to take a taxi instead of his bike..make him a cup of coffee and off he went..look at the clock..it's 1am..Back to bed, tried to close my eyes..But I can't..U noe y, coz I'm all alone..Kinah was at mum's place. I din bring her back coz I've got lesson last night..

Wat to do..takkan nak revise mlm-mlm buta nie..Hmm..Actually I was scaredlah, to be frank..But I managed to close my eyes peacefully after lotsa of zikir..Alhamdullilah.. Hubby came back at 5.45am..After subuh dia punya turn pulak tidur wen I'm already up..getting ready to the office..

Professional..

2006-04-04T13:32:00.000+08:00

Hey! I'm a professional cameragerl, u noe..If u need my service, just gimme a call...Here's my unique number KOLKINAH @ 56554624..Or u can just email me at lilchikun@noway.mail. If u're my ibu's frens, special discount, no problem...Just quote, KAWANG IBU...errr...tak percaya??Sila lihat dibawah...

One of my originals...mana ada camera yg bule buat cam gini..ada double vision lagik..only my ibu's hp yg bule tangkap gambar cam gini punya kelas!! Don't worry, quality guaranteed..

Pple, juz look at wat lil Kinah had done..First she used my hp to send MMS of her pics to a few pple in my contact list.. and now, she used my hp, to make money..by being a cameragerl..

SAK IT!

2006-04-04T13:12:00.000+08:00

I'm having a bad migraine..Just because, not enuff of sleep..Last midnite, I was abt to doze off after watching tat sinetron yg menyakitkan hati, DIA, Kinah cried out loud...Too loud..I dunno y..Puas pujuk..tapi tak makan..worst still, she didn't even want her ayah to carry her..and refuse to see him..dunno y..Mebbe she was merajuk coz hubby came back late from work last nite..or mebbe something else..and then she kept pointing to the door..So I told hubby to recite some surahs and at the same time, i did too..Right after hubby took his wudhuk, and recite ayatul kursi, then she wants her ayah..Pelik kan..I dunno ah, mebbe she was being 'disturbed'..who noes, budak kecik nie mata meliar jer..and at 1am, we send her back to mum's place..Since both our places are just within walking distance, we walked there tapi takut-takut..Yelah, just imagine, carrying a kid with u at 1am..kalau polisi tahan, nanti dia ingat kita culik anak org pulak..hahaha..

Once she reached there, my mum pun bawak dia tidur..and we went back..sampai rumah, me dah tak tahan pun nak tidur..Tapi tengah syiok tidur, me rasa macam kena ganggu jugaklah..Dimensi ke 5 pulak ke????Iskh...meremang bulu roma..

DIMENSI KE 4...

2006-03-30T13:22:00.000+08:00

2004 will be the most memorable year for me and the rest of my family..U may ask me why..Coz tat was the year I broke the news to everyone tat I'm pregnant,meaning, it will definitely make a complete family. Then, 2nd mth of pregnancy, I fell sick..Dunno y, bila Maghrib, me start sakit kepala. Till one day, my Aunt voiced out to my parents and also hubby to bring me to see someone who is more 'bijak pandai'..B4 tat, I would always make my trip to NUH A&E for my severe headaches..But to the doctors, there's nothing wrong to me, till they refer me to the neurologist.

But wen I saw this ustaz, I was shocked, err, wat else can I say..to hear that me dah terkena buatan org..Which to me is truelah, coz kalau tak kena buatan org, takkan me leh mengandung, kan..hehe..But tat was different case..Wat he meant was, kena sihir..How wud u react/feel wen u heard this..The 1st thing came in my mind was, why???Why is this happening to me..and who??Who on earth did this to me? The next question tat the ustaz asked was, did u offend anyone? How to answer this question??I just told him, I dunno..As far as I'm concern, I try not to offend anyone, even if there is, i'll apologize..

Then, the process 'pengubatan' started..The ustaz recite a few surahs and then I started to tremble..till my mum who witnessed it said tat 'meja nak terbalik'..Wah mak, anak lu dah nak jadi incredible hulklah..According to the ustaz, 'benda' nie dihantar untuk menggangu me..My dad asked who is tat person and all i cud say is, "Abah, kita tak perlu tahu sapa punya angkara..Yg penting, adik sihat..The rest, serahkan pada Allah taala.." And dengan kuasa Allah, me dapat alamat..in all my dreams..I dreamt of this particular hamba Allah, whom i know and she admit it..then i remembered, she touched my tummy one day wen i saw her in the neighbourhood..But mimpikan mainan tidur..it cud be syaitan yg menipu..so it's best not to tuduh..

Alhamdullilah, i got well after 6mths of perubatan..Pretty long huh..I shud say, during my pregnancy, it wasn't a smooth one..and from that day onwards, i promise, i swear, i'll never watch horror movie anymore!!!

But yesterday, I watched a true horror movie..I received a msg from one of my supervisor saying tat one of the part-time operator met with a mishap..Being someone in the company who manned the HR dept, I rushed down to the staff restroom..There i saw an aunty was surrounded by 2 of my staffs fanning her..I tot I can call the ambulance but chg my mind wen she started to scream. This was absolutely abnormal. Without thinking much, in my heart, "Ya Allah, berikan aku kekuatan untuk menangani masaalah ini. Sesungguhnya KAU lebih berkuasa, Ya Allah." and i helped her with the rest of my staffs till we can't tahan anymore coz it seems tat 'shes' damn powerful..So I called my Tok Tam for help. Alhamdullillah, dengan izin Allah, that 'thing' was out. She was being possessed..

When I got back, I was being scolded by my mum. "Kenapa ko pandai-pandai?Ko tau kan, ko tu macam mana?" Me, "Mak, dah tugas adik, takkan adik nak diamkan diri..Insyallah Mak, adik tak aper aper..mak jgn bimbang.." and true enuff, I was alright..and alhamdullilah, tat staff of mine was alright too...just tat, my working place..hmmm..so kotor..Takperlah..ko dengan dunia ko, aku dengan dunia ku..Sesungguh ko pun makhluk Allah SWT..sama macam aku..

Short update..

2006-03-28T16:17:00.000+08:00

Getting lazier to update my blog..Anyway, just a short update..

Went to JB after work last Saturday, to spend the 'duit belen' from my trip to Melaka. I had about Rm150++ left..Bought a few things there..Had our lunch @ tempat biasa where their ikan pari bakar is peh sedap, hingga menjilat jari..Brought Kinah back from mum's place..She slept quite early tat night..

On Sunday, after b'fast, we went to NUH..Sakinah was chosen to be an actress for tat day..Hehehe..No lah, actually there's these graduating medical student were having their final practical examination. So Kinah had to act like a patient for at least 2++hrs there..No poking, no physical examination to the kids...The students need to ask few qns to the parents..and then report their findings to the examiners..End of the nearly 3hrs, we received $70..plus lunch..easy money for us kan..But not easy for those students..Bukan senang nak jadi doktor..hmmm...And at the end of the day, Sakinah was well known among those examiners..mana taknya, dia yang paling kecoh @ sana..terkedek-kedek, jalan sana, jalan sini..Mcm rumah dia..

Send her to Mum's place after that..Then went to Al-Ameen Wdlands for our dinner after Maghrib..Just love their murtabak pizzalah..I was enjoying my dinner wen my aunt kol to say this, "Dik, ko kat mana??Kinah nak ibu lah..Mak ko pegi Sheng Shiong nie.." *sigh* baru nak mencekik..Rushed to mum's place after dinner..Once we reached there, I saw a mother scolding her son who is mebbe 7yrs old..Mungkin dia nak main basikal, mak dia tak kasi..And the conversation goes

Son : *Merungut* Balik rumah nanti nak pecahkan basikal nie..
Mum : PEcahlah...
Son : Nak pecahkan ah!!!!
Mum : Ko nak main basikal!! Kalau kereta langgar, kau mati, padan muka!!!
ME : *GULP* Astaghfirullah...

Me tak nafikan, tat wen we're angry, anything can just come out from our mouth..But then, pls bear in mind, watever we said can be a doa..iskh.. Kalau betul terjadi depan mata mak dia, she will feel guilty for the rest of her life, man...Baik ko bunuh jer anak ko lepas dia lahir.. Mcm siak...

Ohhhh helppp!

2006-03-24T12:54:00.000+08:00

I was watching Supernanny last night wif hubster..It was abt how this couple managed their 3 kids, a 4 yr-old boy and a pair of twins aged 15mths..Wahlau..damn lil rascal lah tat boy! His mum was damn lembik! Then the conversation between me and hub started..

Me : Y eh, the boy behaving tat way..Jealous ke?
Hub: Tat's the prob..The age gap, 4 yrs too far..
Me : Err, then kita??
Hub: Mebbe not tat long..
Me : U mean, after my studies, we have to plan for another one??
Hub: Yup...
Me : *Gulp* errrrr...
Hub: Y???
Me : Takdelah..me super tired seh..
Hub: Penat biar satu kali terus...kalau tidak berapa lama nak tunggu..
Me : Dearie, my penat bukan satu kali jer...berkali kali..countless..

Actually, it's not tat I don't wish to have another one..Tapi frankly speaking..I'm just too worried tat I can't cope..I wanna take my driving licence after this adv dip I'm currently taking.. *sigh* Mcm mana nak escape eh???

HELP!

2006-03-17T13:25:00.000+08:00

Kinah is already 18mths..Soon she'll turn 19mths..and soon 2yrs old. Alhamdullilah, she's doing fine, tak kiralah in development or anything. Dulu she can answer u in 1 word answer like :-

QNS : Kinah dah mamam?
ANS : Dah...

QNS : Dah mandi?
ANS : Dah...

QNS : Siapa mandikan..
ANS : Nenek..

But now, she can talk in a complete sentence..though it's a combination of mixed language..A language of her own and a general language which both u and i, can understand..

One morning, in Central Mahkota Hotel, she woke me up and said this, "Bu, ayah do(reads : tido), krukkk..kruukk (Berdengkur sound), ape jer!" I was stunned and realize how funny it was, I laughed out loud!!!Tat was her ayah's part..But on last Wednesday, I was abt taking my dinner wen she said this "Bu ni!!Akan jer..(Reads : Makan jer!)"

Again, I was stunned wif wat she said..Dlm ati, budak nie tak padan kecik..aku sental jugak mulut dia dgn cili..Berbual cam org tua..But, definitely, I'm not angry wif her..In fact, I'm proud of her..

But I've got one problem..she's stubborn..she wants to do things her own way..which at times, merbahayakan diri...Lil Kinah tak padan pompan..Lasak..Or if I forbid her doing something, and she refuse to listen..normally, I'll tell her 3times..Still tak dengar kata, then, 1 pinch @ kaki..biar terasa sakit..and still continue doing it...So, in the end, I'll just take the thing tat she was playing wif away from her, and she'll cry and cry..For me, I'll just let her be..coz she'll cry for a short while rather than we continue scolding her and buat sakit hati jer...

I heard from my friends, they will beat their kids with rotan..I'm not too sure if I can do tat..To me, it's too violent..Kalau dah biasa rotan, nanti dorang pun dah kebiasaan kena rotan..

Any advise from mummies out there, on how to discipline kids..especially those stubborn ones...Pls!!!

I'm Back!

2006-03-14T12:36:00.000+08:00

I'm back from 'de-stressing' session..Too badlah, no photos uploaded coz there's no photos taken..sia-sia jer bawak camera..Tapi satu gambar pun tak tangkap..

Ok, let me 'story' abt the holiday..
DAY 1 - Saturday
Ina and hubster pick us up @ my mum's place exactly @8am. Drove all the way via Tuas checkpoint..Lepas jer tol @ JB, Ina took the driver's seat..I was quite worried initially coz she just got her driving licence..Mind u, she's so small and yet she drove that big car..Tak padan kecik..Tapi alhamdullilah..the journey was very smooth. Kinah slept all the way..Arrived Melaka town ard 1pm, check in the hotel and off we go for our lunch @ Mahkota Parade..It's a must for me to 'mencekik' @ Kenny Rogers..Just love it..dunno ylah..After lunch, we went to AFamosa Waterworld..So syiok tat Kinah tak nak kuar mendarat..Sampai kecut jari jemari dia...

Abt 7.45pm, we met Cik Tapah n Cik Ani for our dinner..As promised, they brought us to makan ikan bakar..Alamak, punyalah terangkat!! Tak leh tahan! Peh sedap!! Sampai sekarang dah jadi taik pun masih teringat-ingat!

DAY 2 - Sunday
After bfast, we check out from the hotel. Went to Mahkota Parade again..Tot of doing some shopping..since ada duit terlebih..Cewah..But, hampeh!! Wif Kinah's meragam...we forget abt getting anything for us! Ceh! Fedup..this Kinah kan, act mcm one big gerl..Want to get out from the pram and wander ard all by herself..she's damn hyperactive! I'm getting tired already...Took our lunch @ The Chicken rice shop..hmm..not bad..tapi mahal..After tat, wen to Ina's MIL's hometown @ Masjid Tanah..Wahlau, peh jauh..Tapi takper..syiok jugak! Ard 5, we went to Cik Tapah's home..dah janji..Mencekik lagik..This time round, Cik Tapah ordered from the warung nearby, Mee Bandung Muar..fuyoh..sedap jugaklah..Tak tau berapa kilo aku dah naik..But the best part is bila this 2 laki org, jolok buah mangga..jolok punya jolok, dapatlah 2 plastik besar..enuff to sell tepi jalan kalau tak cukup duit nak bayar tol..hahaha..and right after Maghrib, kita pun bertolak balik ke Singapore...Reached home exactly @ 12am..Send Kinah to mum's place..coz me tak larat nak jaga malam..Coz I was having flu oready...*Dalam ati, konpem besok gi jumpa bapak angkat aku ambik ubat+mc*

HoLiDaY MoOd

2006-03-07T14:08:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna take a breather coz I desperately needs it..But not going anywhere far..Cuma gi Melaka jer..At least better than nothing..Actually was planning to go somewhere further..This time round, we'll be more 'advanterous' coz I'll be bringing an extra 'lil baggage'..heheh..Was browsing the net for interesting places to go, went to Tiger Airways.com...Hmm..Interesting priceslah..Just imagine, flying to Darwin, only $29.99..One way jerlah..But...jeng jeng jeng..the tax itself, mak datok! Tak leh angkat! Tapi takper, price letak tepi dulu as long as it's a nice place to go, I don't mind, at least it's worth the money..Well, after much consideration, it's not a suitable place for me to go..More for those who are the 'tahan lasak' pple..not for me..i'm so lembik! Futhermore, I'm bringing Lil Kinah along..tak kan nak gi panjat gunung bawak Kinah, kan..

So last last...decided to go to AFamosa..Tgk kat website mcm gerek..Tapikan, sometimes tak leh trust those pics..I remembered one incident whereby my friends and I, plus my sis went to Port Dickson..Masa tu lum kahwin lagik..We booked a room via online..Tengok cantik..Tepi laut, air kebiru-biruan, even the swimming pool nampak air tenang..But wen we reached there, unbelievable..Swimming pool berkeladak nak mampus..Air laut masa tu surut..cuma ada sampah sarap..HAMPEH! Dalam ati menyumpah seh...

Well, those were the days....I'm looking forward for this trip..Called my uncle @ Melaka...
Me : Cik, nie siti..siti nak balik Melaka weekend nie..Book hotel Famosa, tapi fully booked..
Him : Berapa org nak datang..
Me : 4org, dengan kawan siti sekali..
Him : Lah! Buat aper dok hotel..Datang rumah, rumah kan besau..
Me : Takperlah Cik..Kita duduk hotel..Nanti kita singgah eh..Tapi skang siti lum book hotel..Nanti kalau tak dapat, cik carikan bule?
Him : Huh...Bule bule..nanti ko tepon lagik..
Me : Ok cik...Assalamualaikum..Bye..

BESAU???????Hehehe..Suke dengar loghat meke..Besau, lahabau..hehehe..Watever!!

Al-Fatehah..

2006-03-06T09:51:00.000+08:00

Alfatehah buat Allahyarhamha Adik Nurasyura yang menjadi mangsa bapa tirinya sendiri..Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan bersama org org beriman..Insyallah..Can't believe this is happening..Harapkan pagar, pagar makan padi..Kejam, zalim, *sigh* no other words can describe him..Sedangkan harimau pun sayangkan anaknya..Inikan pula manusia yang diberi akal untuk berfikir..Mudah-mudahan Allah SWT beri pengajaran kepada manusia yang kejam itu.. Nak kiamat agaknya dunia nie!! Ya Allah, kau lindungkan kami, hambamu yang kerdil ini dari segala penganiayaan, kekejaman...Hanya padaMU kami berlindung...Amin ya rabbal alamin..

Ibu & Anak

2006-03-06T09:50:00.000+08:00

Me nak masuk the lookalike mother and baby punya contest...Gambar nie orait tak???Tapi Kinah spoil lah...Dia tak tengok camera..

How bout this????

Satu hari bersama burung�..

2006-03-06T09:44:00.000+08:00

Kinah bercerita.. "Pada hari Ahad yang lalu..26/2/06, Tok busu saya telah mengajak kami sekeluarga ke Taman Burung Jurong kerana Nek Busu kita telah mendapat komplimentari pas utk masuk ke sana secara percuma.Oleh kerana Nek Busu tidak berapa sihat, Busu Fahmi kita yg ikut..Saya berasa sangat gembira...kerana dapat berjumpa sekali lagi bersama burung burung yg cantik belaka..ada yang boleh bercakap..Dia cakap mcm nie "ELLO!"...hehehe.

"Saya berpeluang sekali lagi untuk bermain air di wet playground..Sungguh syiok..Bukan saya saja yang seronok, ibu saya pun tumpang sekaki...Tengok buktinya..

Huh!! Tu, nampak tak dia pun sekaki jugak! Tapi Ibu sempat berposing depan camera..

Puisi...Cuba renungkan

2006-02-23T14:12:00.000+08:00

Got this from a friend of mine..kinda cute!..

Puisi Suami yg minta izin Poligami***
Istriku, jika engkau bumi, akulah matahari.
Aku akan menyinari mu kerana engkau mengharapkan sinaran dari ku.
Ingatlah bahtera yg kita kayuh, begitu penuh riak gelombang. Aku pasti
akan tetap menyinari bumi, hingga kadang-kadang bumi terasa akan silauanku. Lantas aku ingat satu hal bahawa Tuhan mencipta bukan hanya bumi,malah ada planet lain yang juga mengharapkan sinaranku.
Lalu.. Relakanlah aku menyinari planet lain, menyampaikan faedah adanya aku,
kerana sudah takdir Illahi sinaranku diperlukan diplanet lain...

Balasan Puisi sang isteri***

Suamiku, andai kau memang mentari, sang surya yang memberi cahaya, aku merelakan
engkau berikan sinaranmu kepada segala planet yang telah TUHAN ciptakan
kerana mereka juga seperti aku perlukan cahaya mu dan akupun juga tidak akan merasa kekurangan dengan sinaran mu...
AKAN TETAPIIIIIIII.. Bila kau hanya sejengkal lilin yang berkekuatan 5 watt sahaja,
jangan lah bermimpi untuk menyinari planet lain!!!
Kerana bilik tidur kita yang kecil pun belum sanggup kau terangi.
Lihatlah diri mu pada cermin kaca di sudut kamar kita, di tengah remang-remang pancaran cahaya mu yang telah aku mengerti...
Cuba lihat siapa dirimu... MATAHARI atau lilin ?
please lah...!!!

She needs it..

2006-02-23T09:28:00.000+08:00

I think I need to get Kinah a handphone..b4 she starts using my hp and send mms to all my contacts. U noe wat, I was busy carrying Haziq(new member in my family),wen suddenly I heard my bro's message alert tone..Minutes later.."Adik, asal ko antar mms gambar kinah kat aku?" Me knowing nothing.."Huh??Mana der.."and immediately I looked at Kinah who was still busy meddling wif my hp.."Abang, ko tengoklah anak aku, buat aper dengan hp aku..Dia yg antar sendiri gambar dia..habislah aku, melambung bill!" And the whole family laughed..I'm the only one geleng kepala..dunno whether to scold or to laugh my heart's out!

U see now, y i need to get a hp for lil kinah???Wat kind of hp u pple can recommend????3G phones???*sigh* Kids nowadays...

Me, the complain queen!

2006-02-21T11:21:00.000+08:00

I think it's about time for me to fire my boss..meaning, tender my resignation letter and be my own boss..owning a business is always in my mind..U may wonder, wat kind of business kan??Jual nasi lemak pun bisness gak,bukak gerai jual rempah ratus, pun bisnes...or mebbe a service bisnes..Complain service..Kadangkala, kita nie takut nak komplain or even tak kuasa nak komplain bila kita ada masalah..Tak tau dengan sapa nak komplain..or watsoever..*Aper yg aku merepek nie eh*

Neway,tis incident may relate to wat I'm trying to tell u @ atas tu...Yesterday night, around 9pm,while waiting for my faverit programme, DIA, yg penuh dengan drama..*Ikut ala norfasarie ckp*, I heard noises dari bawah blk..Me jenguk @ tingkap..ada sekumpulan alien sedang berbicara dgn kuatnya! Tak pegi sekolah punya alien! Dia ingat blk nie, bapak tiri laki mak dia ada share ke aper! First few minutes, I can tolerate! But not until those noises bule buat Kinah tersentak! Kalau zaman 'baik' aku, dah lama aku lempar plastik air kat dorang!

Few minutes later, I called my 'bestfriend'..the police! I think I'm a bit too muchlah..Sampai kol polis..Tapi within 15mins...dah silent..Senyap terus..Malaikat dah kasi warning agaknya! Hahah..Mcm gitu jugak nak ajar alien nie sumer!

My hubby gave me the green light to do all sort of complaining but don't dare to get involve! Cheh!! Aku jugak jadi budak jahat!So how, nak buat aduan, anyone??

Satu hari di dalam bas!

2006-02-20T16:48:00.000+08:00

One fine day...aku menaiki bas ke rumah nenek ayah..Perjalanan ke rumah nenek ayah sungguh jauh dan memenatkan. Tiada siapa pun didalam bas itu memberi belas kasihan kepadaku dengan memberi tempat duduk..Terpaksalah aku berpaut di handle bas seperti kawan-kawanku di zoo..

Iskh...Nie tak leh jadi nie..aku dah kepenatan..takde org nak kasi aku duduk!!

Aku nak MENGAMUK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OIT! ORG SUMER!! BANGUNLAH!! AKU KAN KECIK LAGIK!!CEPAT PENAT!! KASI AKU TEMPAT DUDUKLAH!!!

*Tapi takde sesiapa pun yg mendengar rintihan ku....*BEGINILAH NASIB, DIRIKU YANG MALANG...OH TUHAN!!

No title..

2006-02-20T16:01:00.000+08:00

*Cepatlah ibu..lambat sangat nak kuar!! Kinah dah siap nie!!!*This gerl dah tak sabar nak kuar... Nak pegi jemputan pak pak bing bing...Last Sat, we went to Ct Masrina's wedding.. The last virgin in our group to get married!! Hahahaha...Neway, congrats to both of u...and welcome to the club!

The perfect couple....

Presenting...

2006-02-20T15:54:00.000+08:00

A new member in our family... Haziq Isyam..was born on Thursday, 16th February 2006 @ 1345hr, Mt Alvernia..Now my lil Kinah ada rival...

Weekend updates

2006-02-13T14:57:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY

My 4th wedding anniversary fell on 3rd Feb 2006. Gave hubby a pair of Levis jeans + neverending love..and wat I got in return? *Hugs hubby*...A beautiful bangle + cinta yg tak kehabisan..hehehe..Baru beli semalam..Thanks dearie..

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SATURDAY

Already planned to cook ala� org kahwin..Nasi jagung, sambal ayam, sayur chap chye..First attempt in tat nasi jagung..Siap beli rose water..benda-benda yg tak pernah aku gunakan sepanjang penglibatanku dalam masak memasak..hahaha..mcm real..But alhamdullilah...menjadi jugak..Actually shud go for dalcha..Tapi oleh kerana lum pandai lagik masak dalcha terpaksa substitute ngan Chap chye..Cin cai lah..

Dessert of the day..BUBUR KACANG DURIAN..Actually I don't fancy bubur kacang..but since hubby loves it, masakkan jer..

Felt tired after sessi masak memasak,wif Kinah around, I can't really concentrate well on the cooking..Just imagine, started preparing cum cooking kul 10am, and I'm done wif everything only @ 1pm..in between 3 kali kena tutup api juz becoz of Kinah..Though her ayah was around to play wif her, dia sibuk jugak nak masuk dapur..In the end,I've got no choice, but to put her to sleep..then continued wif my cooking..But no matter how tired I was, at the end of the day, tis lil gerl will cheer me up...

Hap day!

2006-02-10T11:25:00.000+08:00

Alhamdullilah, managed to complete my puasa smlm..Since I was having a class yesterday, I cudnt get to break fast wif a proper meal..End up, minum Cheng teng courtesy of Sweet Talk and Dairy Milk chocolate courtesy of 7 Eleven, genap at 7.22pm...Yelah, takkan nak mencekik during class kan...I brought a chicken curry pie from Delifrance, thot can eat it during break @ 8.30..Unfortunately, I can't tahan oready..My hands are shivering..Kepala dah menoneng..I told my lecturer tat I have to make a move..Buatnya aku pengsan tengah jln,aniaya punya keje..

Reached home @ 9.30pm,my lovely hub 'tapau' bubur asyurah and murtabak for me, courtesy of mak..Mcm org tak mkn 10hari, i gobbled up everything..After shower and solat Isyak, I slept like a log..Kalau letak bom pun tak dengar!Seriously, I was dead tired!

So pple, I'm taking half day today, nak sambung tito..I need that good rest coz I'll be having a make up lesson in the evening..But b4 I landed to my Lala land, I must hang my laundry under the hot sun..Talking about drying my clothes..I feel like buying a dryerlah..It's all becoz of my stupid, unreasonable neigbours! Otak letak kat *tut*..

Let me recall this incident..It happened so many times actually..But I can still tolerate not until last week..My darah went up liao! I was hanging Kinah's clothes..I took tat opportunity coz I was on MC last friday and I definitely need to make full use of the hot sun..Anugerah Allah, takkan nak sia-siakan..Betul tak? Tapi ada sekumpulan hamlau nie, tinggal 2 tingkat atas my rumah,was so unreasonable..Kinah's clothes dah nak kering, wen I saw this water droplets dripping from a bermuda.

Apa lagi, sinsing lenganlah me, naik atas, tat was my second time telling that neighbour off. The 1st time I told her in a nice manner..the 2nd time, tot of telling them in a nice manner too, but...here's my conversation..

Me : Excuse me, did u hang ur clothes outside?
Him: OF Cozlah..Or else, how the clothes going to get dry!(In a sarcastic manner)
Me : Oh Great! I like ur answer! Both of us have the same reason! But how on earth my clothes gonna get dry if ur clothes are still dripping!
Him: Dripping mei?
Me : Go and see for yourself!
Him: Oh sorry..
Me : Pls be more considerate! (And I walked off)

Mangkuk ayun betul! These type of pple ought to stay in the jungle!!!

Selamat Menyambut Hari Asyura..

2006-02-09T09:21:00.000+08:00

14 Perkara Yang Sunat Dilakukan Pada Hari Asyura (10 Muharram)
bersamaan Khamis, Feb 9, 2006

1. Melapangkan masa / belanja anak isteri
fadhilat - Allah akan melapangkan hidupnya pada tahun ini.

2. Memuliakan fakir miskin
fadhilat - Allah akan melapangkannya dalam kubur nanti.

3. Menahan marah
fadhilat - Di akhirat nanti Allah akan memasukkannya ke dalam golongan yang ridha.

4. Menunjukkan orang sesat
fadhilat - Allah akan memenuhkan cahaya iman dalam hatinya.

5. Menyapu / mengusap kepala anak yatim
fadhilat - Allah akan mengurniakan sepohon pokok di syurga bagi tiap-tiap rambut yang di sapunya.

6. Bersedekah
fadhilat - Allah akan menjauhkannya daripada neraka sekadar jauh seekor gagak terbang tak berhenti-henti dari kecil sehingga ia mati. Diberi pahala seperti bersedekah kepada semua fakir miskin di dunia ini.

7. Memelihara kehormatan diri
fadhilat - Allah akan mengurniakan hidupnya sentiasa diterangi cahaya keimanan.

8. Mandi Sunat
fadhilat - Tidak sakit (sakit berat)pada tahun itu lafaz niat : "Sahaja aku mandi sunat hari Asyura kerana Allah Taala"

9. Bercelak
fadhilat - tidak akan sakit mata pada tahun! itu.

10. Membaca Qulhuwallah hingga akhir seribu kali
fadhilat - Allah akan memandanginya dengan pandangan rahmah diakhirat nanti.

11. Sembahyang sunat empat rakaat
fadhilat - Allah akan mengampunkan dosanya walau telah berlarutan selama 50 tahun melakukannya. lafaz niat : "Sahaja aku sembahyang sunat hari Asyura empat rakaat kerana Allah Taala" Pada rakaat pertama dan kedua selepas fatihah di baca Qulhuwallah sebelas kali.

12. Membaca
"hasbiyallahhu wani'mal w! akil wa ni'mal maula wa ni'mannasiiru"
fadhilat - Tidak mati pada tahun in

13. Menjamu orang berbuka puasa
fadhilat - Diberi pahala seperti memberi sekalian orang Islam berbuka puasa.

14. Puasa Niat - "Sahaja aku berpuasa esok hari sunat hari Asyura kerana Allah Taala"
fadhilat - Diberi pahala seribu kali Haji, seribu kali umrah dan seribu kali syahid dan diharamkannya daripada neraka.
Semoga Bermanfaat Dan Dapat Dipanjangkan Kepada Yang Lain-Lain. Dan semoga segala amalan kita diberkati Allah..Insyallah.

OH JB!!

2006-02-07T12:35:00.000+08:00

Got this from a friend..It's a true story,I guess..

Ini adalah cerita yang benar dan berlaku pada hari minggu yang lalu. Ceritakanlah pada semua sahabat handai, saudara mara anda yang gemar pergi ke JOHOR BAHRU.

Setelah membaca akhbar bahawa POLIS MALAYSIA akan mempertingkatkan penjagaan mereka di sekitar Wong Ah Fook dan memberitahu bahawa keselamatan warga Singapura terjamin, saya rasa lega dan lebih semangat untuk pergi ke sana. Saya dan suami memang gemar pergi ke sana untuk mengisi minyak dan makan di lorong sebelah City Square sana. Ikan bakar nya sangat power.

Jadi pada hujung minggu yang lalu, hari raya Cina yang pertama, saya dan suami masuk ke JB. Kami pergi ke Kota Raya dan Extra dulu untuk membeli belah. Selepas itu, kami park di carpark awan di belakang Lorong Wong Ah Fook, dekat dengan balai polis untuk berjalan kaki untuk pergi makan ikan bakar. Waktu tu barulah pukul 6.20 petang. Tetapi hari itu hati saya memang sungguh berat. Selepas makan, kami pun jalan di lorong itu untuk mengambil kereta. Tiba-tiba, kami di tahan oleh lima
jejaka. Mat mat lepak yang terhoyong hayang dari segi percakapan mereka. Mereka cakap suami saya telah memotong mereka di jalan raya dan mereka mula memaki hamun. Mereka cakap mereka mengekori kami dari Kota Raya dan mereka tahu mana kita pergi.
Cakap orang Singapura suka act bagus dan mereka akan kasi terbagus untuk saya.
Dan mereka berlima pun ketawa.Tarik saya dan suami suruh kami ikut. Suami saya pun minta maaf dan suruh mereka lepaskan saya. Cakap nak buat apa dengan dia buatlah tapi tolong lepaskan saya. Yang satu cakap, saya yang ada apa yang mereka nak dan ketawa. Mereka suruh kami jangan cakap banyak. Suami saya seorang dan mereka lima orang. Tidak akan dapat menewaskan mereka.Saya minta tolong dan ampun pada mereka tapi mereka tetap heret kami ke belakang. Yang satu sempat pegang bontot saya dan kata kepada kawannya - boleh tahan, MAMPAT.

Yang sungguh memeranjatkan, tidak ada sesiapa yang datang menolong kami. Passerby dan orang yang duduk di kedai kopi semuanya buat hal masing-masing. Even orang-orang kedai pun tak pedulikan. Jenguk lepas tu masuk balik.Seperti tidak apa-apa yang terjadi. Tidakkah mereka rasa simpati dan terfikir kalau lah saya ni anak mereka, apa perasaan mereka? Waktu itu saya tahu, mereka tidak akan datang membantu kita
org Singapura. Hari itulah saya tahu apa ertinya TAKUT. Saat itu, saya berkata
dalam hati saya dan berdoa, YA ALLAH, AKU RELA MATI DARI DIPERKOSA OLEH
BINATANG-BINATANG INI. KAU TUNJUK LAH KEKUASAAN MU. DIRI AKU INI HANYALAH MILIK SUAMIKU. Air mata saya ni berlinangan.Saya serahkan pada Allah. Saya tahu jika apa-apa jadi pada suami saya, tak tak rela hidup dan jika saya diperkosa di hadapan suami lebih baik saya mati.

Tiba-tiba di belakang kami, 4 pemuda lari dan menunjukkan card dan pekik CID. Jejaka itu terus meninggalkan kami dan lari. Saya bersyukur tidak terkata. Rupanya 4 orang pemuda itu adalah warga SINGAPURA. Orang kita sendiri yang sanggup menolong. Dengan tidak sengaja saya tertinggal HP saya di atas meja apabila makan. Dan mereka duduk di belakang kami nampak dan kejar untuk kasi balik dan ternampak kami di heret. Oleh kerana satu daripada mereka, abang Man seorang ex CID Officer, dan yang lagi
satu abang Tahir bouncer mereka cepat2 membuat keputusan untuk act jadi CID untuk menyelamatkan kami dengan cara begini. Dan kad yang mereka tunjukkan actually adalah driving licensce. Tuhan itu maha penyayang dan maha kuasa. Dengar rayuan insannya yang minta pertolongan. Saya kesal kalau sebelum ini saya dan suami kadang kala lupakannya malah apabila kami dalam kesusahan, dialah yang menyahut pertolongan kami.

Kami ketakutan dan minta mereka ikut kami sampai ke kereta. Suami saya sampai tak boleh drive dan mujurlah Abang Ray -seorang lagi - juruh latih silat tolong drivekan kami sampai masuk ke Singapura dan seorang lagi abang Fid naik kereta kami kerana kami masih dalam keadaan takut. Saya nangis dan minta tolong abang Man mengikut kita
dari belakang. Takut-takut ada yang mengekori kami. Pertama kali, saya lihat suami saya nangis kerana kesyukuran dan takut kehilangan saya tadi. Ini membuat kami sangat menghargai satu sama lain.Mereka faham dan ikut kami sampailah ke rumah kami di Commonwealth.

Saya, suami dan seluruh anggota keluarga sangat bersyukur dan menghargai pertolongan empat abang ini yang tidak mahu apa-apa pembalasan. Mereka ikhlas menolong. Jika tidak kerana mereka tidak tahu apa yang terjadi pada nasib kami berdua. Saya rasa, saya takkan masuk berdua sahaja buat masa ini dan pergi makan di sana lagi. Ini adalah sejarah pahit dalam hidup saya. Saya rasa jalan sana masih tak selamat untuk kita Warga Singapura. Berhati-hatilah kalau ke sana. Pergi in a big group dan jangan sekali keseorangan atau berduaan sahaja. Mereka tak kira sama ada si wanita ini adalah isteri orang and tak kira sama ada cantik, buruk gemuk atau kurus.
Semoga Allah sahaja yang dapat membalas budi baik abang-abang itu
dan harapan saya agar 5 pemuda itu akan diberkas untuk selamanya.

Sekian wasalammualaikum.

So, the moral of the story, hmm..tak leh masuk JB ke??

Virus is all around...

2006-02-02T12:45:00.000+08:00

I'm falling sick..The symptoms sudah mari...Sore throat..throbbing head, leaking nose wif all those mucus..The phlegm in my throat causing me to produce all sorts of funny noises.."kharkk kharkkk..ptuiii.."I think my throat is bleeding..bule rasa darah seh..oh oh..adakah aku akan menjadi raja bersiong..hahah...merepek seh..

Shud I see my dearly 'godfather' for medication (looked @ my 'clean' desk)...*Sigh*..

A new ME...

2006-02-01T12:02:00.000+08:00

I'm truly, madly heppi..Heppi to achieve 1 of my goal..my 2006 resolution..which is...losing weight..I'm hepi to announce that I've lost 7kgs in 1mth..and surprisingly I cud fit into 1 of my new pair of jeans which I've bought it 2yrs ago @ KL..Tak pernah pakai..Terperuk jer @ wardrobe..Kebetulan,tgh bersiap nak pegi Harbour Front..and I saw this poor jeans terperuk di ceruk kerobok..tried..and "YESSSSSS!!! Great!! But I can't stop @ losing only 7kgs..Must get rid of these unwanted 'babats'..Damnit..

Wen to HF smlm,wah!!Sungguh berubah..No longer see my faverit hangout masa zaman remaja dulu..hahahaha..Very jakun..Then we headed to Bedok..for our lunch..According to my bro, tat makan place is so popular..It's not the simpang Bedok..But it's @ the Bedok Wet Market..Ordered satay,so syiok..ordered nasi pattaya 4 hubby..Nasi goreng seafood for myself,mee goreng kerang for bro..Sampailah satay 30 cucuk dah abis..and satu pinggan goreng pisang dah licin, the rest of the food tak kunjung tiba...As u noe, an angry man is a hungry man,correct me if I'm wrong..kepala gua dah nak loktang..ditambah pulak dengan loktang abang aku..I told my bro to start the car and drove off! Nasi tu sumer kalau dah siap, korang mkn anak beranak...Wat a service! Nasib baik I've paid for everything tat we've consumed..except for the food yg tak sampai..

My mum wanted to try the power nasi briani (as seen in the papers)..Depan masjid Darul Aman..My mum bought 1 packet for each of us..total of 8 pkts..Oh nope..only 7..coz I shared wif hubby..even though I shared wif him, I'm still feeling guilty..I've already lost 7kg..I can't afford to gain 1kg..No..not at all..hahahah...sungguh bersemangat azam ku ini..hahaha..

Oklah pple..got work to do..I'm left alone in the ofis..*sigh*

Oh...Anak kambing..

2006-01-26T13:43:00.000+08:00

This anak kambing..(see her toncet dua) was busy eating her fruit loops for breakfast..wen she did not realised wat I'm doing..

Caught in action..

Hey U! Give me tat hp!

Heheheh..It was this morning....Luckily, I've managed to keep my hp..or else, she'll play wif it..habis sumer no dia tekan..BTW,she learned a new song, sung by me, of coz.."Sumba gelek-gelek song.." She loved that song..Or else, she'll sing 'uai..aju-aju..pai..kok ene', (reads as "Buai Laju-laju, sampai pokok sena)..she will sing tat song as she sits on her swing..Nasib baik dia tak nyanyi, "Aku nak kahwin ngan anak raja!!!"..

Kinah turns 17mths...

2006-01-25T17:41:00.000+08:00

How fast time flies..She turned 17mths on 24/01/06..7mths time she will be 2yrs old..Rasanya mcm baru jer celebrate her 1st yr birthday. No wonder she was so cranky from Monday..sampailah semalam. Pernah terdengar org-org tua ckp, budak kalau meragam, tukar bulan namanya..dunno whether it's true or not..Esp during the time she was born..

I was on urgent leave yesterday,coz my mum wen 'melawat'..One of her relative..I was unwell at the same time..Hub insisted tat I shud visit my 'goddaddy'(doctor) and get an mc instead of wasting my leave..But no pointlah..I need a good rest if I take any medication..Wif Kinah's around, no way tat I can enjoy my rest..Hub was good enuff to take an urgent leave too looking at my condition..I won't be able to jaga Kinah all by myself..

Sakit-sakit jugak..tapi masak jln terus..Managed to cook 2 simple dishes..Black pepper chicken and Seafood tom yam soup..Neway, lets talk abt Kinah's development..

Sekarang dah pandai berbual..I remembered one conversation wif her as she was playing wif her 'masak-masak'..
Me : Kinah, buat aper tu?
Her: Acak...(jgn marah eh dgn pelat dia..)
Me :Masak?? Wah...Masak aper tu?
Her:Acik..
Me : Nasi..Wah..Ibu nak sikit boleh?
Her:bule....Nah..mamam..(and she 'suap' me)

Another conversation, tis time on the phone..
Me :Ello Kinah...naughty tak?
Her:Tak...
Me : Good girl..Nenek marah tak??
Her: Tak...
Me : Kinah dah mandi??
Her: Dah..
Me :Sapa mandikan?
Her:Nenek..
Me :Dah brush teeth?
Her:Dah...

Hmmm...dah bule ajak berbual budak nie..But then, she still calls me 'Abu'...nasib baik tak arang..

BREAK!!!!!!

2006-01-21T10:02:00.000+08:00

I'm looking forward for next weekend, long break!!!Can't wait..I'm tired!Extremely tired!!How I wish during the long weekend, I can just sleep,sleep and sleep..Keje mcm nak mampus..Gaji cinonet, enuff for a small fly..tapi keje bertimbun, mcm big shot..*Tampar mulut* Astaghfirullah.."Kenapa ko tak pernah bersyukur, iLah!!!

Hehehe..i dunnolah, y these few days, I keep whining..Muka dah berkerut..Mcm menteri fasola tengah berak..Ceh!

Neway, let me tell u this story..A real story of one of my staff here..He's a Sarawakian..Nama Gendang..*Korang jgn ketawa tgk nama dia..he's one of my best staff here* Cian, dtg sini cari rezeki utk anak bini..But he's a sick man...I mean not in the brain..but he's asthmatic..Last Fri, he told 1 of the supervisor tat he's going to the govt hospital in JB, to get treatment for his asthma..It was raining heavily..and that was the last day we saw him...Till Tuesday,I can't sit still or peacefully..I was told by one of the boys tat mebbe he was admitted in hospital..

Tried calling the hospital..got the no from the govt website..Damn!It was a wrong no..So camner nak call eh..Got no choice, but to get it from one of the malaysian guy kat bawah..Wednesday, I got shocked wen I heard tat he met wif an accident..and in serious condition..Paling sedih, no hope for him..I feel sad, guilty also..of coz I have to feel guilty..I have to be responsible for him tau..

Luckily I've got my OM to send a rep to visit him there and check his condition..and if possible, send him here for further treatment..My rep told us tat Gendang pitam on his way to the hospital..and unconscious for 3 nights..Arrangement made to transfer him to SGH..Thank god..Thanks to my rep too for his effort to help his poor colleague..I saw him b4 he was send to SGH..Poor thing..he's so pale..tangan trembling..

I make an official visit to see him @ SGH on Thursday..b4 I went for my class..Penat kan..So shocked tengok dia and listened to his story..

Me : Sebenarnya, apa dah jadi dengan awak, Gendang?
Him : Saya ke JB untuk mendapatkan bekalan ubat..Tapi sewaktu saya di teksi stand, tiba-tiba saya pitam..Bila saya bangun, saya sudah berada di hospital..
Me : Berapa lama awak disana?Kenapa tak telefon ofis?
Him : Saya tak tau, sebab bila saya tanya nurse, dia kata sudah 3mlm saya tak sedarkan diri..
Me : Maksud awak, koma?
Him : Mcm gitulah..Bila Sugu(the rep) nak bawak saya balik sini, saya nak tukar baju, tapi nurse kata, baju saya takde..
Me : Tak paham...Baju awak pegi mana?
Him : Saya kena rompak..Habis baju, seluar, kasut, dan duit saya hilang...
Me : ABih tu, awak diantar ke hospital tak pakai aper-aper?
Him : Tak..Nasib baik, handphone saya,passport, MP4 saya tak hilang...
Me : Dan nasib baik dia tak campakkan awak kat pantai lido tu..hehehe...

Dengar tu kengkawan..aku lum sempat beli MP3, member dah ader MP4..Lawan tokey....But neway,i'm truly dissapointed wif the treatment he got over 'there'..Dada dia kena tebuk..dan dijahit balik, mcm jahit guni..mcm jahit mayat kena post-mortem..sungguh tak cantik..Mcm nak nangis..kuar air mata idung sumer..

So, the moral of the story here yang terkena kat btg idung aku sendirik....bersyukur dengan aper yang ada..ada org lain lagik susah dari kita, sanggup merantau, cari rezeki though gaji kecik..Aku nie asyik nak complain, mengeluh..

But him, he's such a nice man..family man..he just came back from sarawak to celebrate Xmas wif his family..and I heard, he bought 1 set of Dell Pc cost S$1500, 3 brand new Nokia HP for his family..Not because he's rich, but his hard-earn $$ from his hard work..

Ika's wedding..

2006-01-13T13:47:00.000+08:00

THE BRIDE THE GROOM

This lovely couple finally got married on 31st December 2005..(Org sibuk nak countdown, korang sibuk nak kahwin..)Hehehe..Neway, majlis berjalan lancar, alhamdullilah..Got to meet Aries..Wat a small world..dah jadi sedara eh..But got no chance to 'gossiping' coz she's rushing to another majlis..Takper Aries, we'll meet some other time..For more pixs..pls visit my fotopages...

Phew

2006-01-13T12:54:00.000+08:00

*Pooohh* My blog dah fool of dust..Berabuk sungguh bila tak update..Heya peeps..Sorry for not updating..i've been very, extremely, to the max, super-duper busy..Wif year end updates need to complete, wif more incoming 'urgent' tasks/assignment, wif interviews, wif Lil Kinah not well..*Sigh*

2nd day of Xmas, brought her to the clinic for cough and phlegms..Then, eve of New Year, brought her there again for stomach flu..and just few days b4 Raya Haji, brought her for fever..U see, how bz I was for the past few weeks..Brought her to the clinic where my sis is working..The doctor told me that Kinah is having ear infection..Oh my..that's teribble..Poor gerl..No wonder she slept uncomfortably..And I had sleepless nights too..Pegi keje pun mcm zombie...

But 1 thing for sure, no matter how sick she is..she's still damn hyperactive...can still make us laugh wif her kerenah.. though at times can be so cranky..

(B4 going to the clinic..)

Long update...

2005-12-29T13:38:00.000+08:00

It's been exactly a week I've not been updating..*Sigh* Superbusy....Mengalahkan superwoman..Just a recap of what's happening for the past few days..Took leave last friday..Konon-konon nak gi KL..But due to no available rooms on that day, trip cancel..Went to JB wif hubby, bought clothes for lil Kinah..Menggila tengok baju-baju tu..

Saturday - Went to Anis Qistina (Aliyah aka Siti Norlina's baby) cukur rambut..Left home without my digicam..So no pics of the baby..Argh..wat a waste...

Sunday - Treat my whole family including Pak Busu's family for dinner...(Turn out to be a nightmare..I nearly nak bertumbuk kat situ..Samseng sungguh aku

Monday - Went to my aunt,Cik Tijah's house..saje kepo tengok wat's happening kat rumah dia..coz her daughter, Ika, is getting married this weekend..Ika will be getting married to another cousin of ours..hmm..dua-dua side kena pegi..coz both party jemput..But we'll be rewanging @ cik tijah's place...Woohooo..can't wait..

MuKa ada Senyummmmm...

2005-12-20T16:37:00.000+08:00

1st of all, I wud like to congratulate one of my beloved cuzzin, Nur Faezah..yang telah lulus in her N level..wif good marks..alhamdullilah..Congratulation bibik!!!Wen are u coming 2 Mak long's house and play masak masak wif Kinah??

Another reason for me to senyum is...because of this..

Nampak tak??I'll be getting 2 payslip for this month..Alhamdullilah, though pro-rated but still got it..But will it last,only god knows...hahahahha...Coz this month, too many celebrations to think of..Abah n Mak's 31st anniversary, Abang's 30th birthday..Dunno wat to get for them..and since this is my 1st bonus after being jobless for a period of time, konpem nak kena open table...Tapi tak tau kat ner..

wEeKeNdsss...

2005-12-19T16:50:00.000+08:00

Weekend updates

Saturday
Did nothing much, coz my menses cramp were extremely terrible.Just like contractions, mcm nak terberanak gitu.Send Kinah to Mum's place..Can't afford to jaga her..But manage to gobble up the new holly pizza from Pizza Hut for dinner..Mcm greedy gitu..But b4 I cud gobble up everything, sampai licin, we have to queue..Very long queue, very long wait. I was damn hungry oready..

Sunday
Wen for a relative's wedding function..Hmm..for the whole of December weekends are full of wedding invitations.But I'm looking forward for one of my cousin's, Ika's wedding..Can't wait..

Haiz..my holiday to KL, cancelled..No hotels..all fully booked..fedup kan..told hubby, takperlah, lain kali jer kita pegi..expected also, coz it's a last minute plan..mana nak dapat hotel..lainlah tepi jalan..

There goes my short break! *sigh* tapi selamat jugak..*save jugak duit aku*

Juz an update..

2005-12-16T17:11:00.000+08:00

Juz an update of wat's happening in class last evening..Well, I started of wif Marketing module..It seems tat I'm in the last batch of students..the rest of them mebbe have started earlier..Marketing was their 4th or even the last module for them..So they knew each other..And I'm just a stranger to them..

The lecturer was fine...So not tat bored in class..except tat, I can't stand this particular 'boy'..U noe y I called him 'boy'..coz he behaved like one small kid..Asking stupid questions which are not relevant to the topic..C'monlah boy! Grow up, will u!!Umur dah tua bangka,badan tinggi melampai cam KLCC, kepala hotak hang jer yang singkat..And tis lecturer pun bule layankan..Kanasai betul..Best part is tat, the rest of the students pun diam jer (termasuk aku jugak)! $%@#!@! punya olang! Nasib baik lah yesterday was my 1st day..kalau tak, tak kena hamun, nasib ah!

The lecturer reminded us not to miss any of the class..macam dia tau lak aku nak ponteng..CET!

Semangat!

2005-12-15T11:25:00.000+08:00

Pple...Actually I'm so bersemangat..Today, I'll be attending class..after a super-duper long 'break'...Bule absorb lagi ke tak kepala otak aku nie..

Neway, hopefully after this course, it will insyallah change my life..tukar kehidupan yang lebih baik....INSYALLAH!!

Ya Allah, bukakanlah pintu hati dan terangilah hati hambamu ini untuk menerima segala pelajaran demi kebaikan hambamu ini..Amin...(To all readers, pls aminkan me..thanks many-many) And to all pelajar-pelajar dewasa, me pun mendoakan agar kita sumer berjaya..

Nielah stationaries kita..Awak tengoklah..sumer baru tau..courtesy from my tempat keje..main amik jer..haram tak??Kalau dah haram, tapi buat jugak, betul punya haram jaddah..heheh..takut ilang, kena kebas jugak, siap letak nama lagik!

Finally..

2005-12-15T09:08:00.000+08:00

Finally someone gave in to me yesterday..I don't mean to be stone-headed..or even stone-hearted..But I'm very sure tat I did nothing wrong..But y is it so difficult for u to say sorry though u gave in to me...I did everything for u..Juz appreciate wat's I've done for u...I'm not a super woman..who can juggle too many things at one shot..

Watever it is..my feelings towards u remain unchanged..

Love is all around...

WHOAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

A brand NEW YEAR! Welcome 2007

Last weekend..

Genting Trip...

Ibu...Takmo work lah..

Nice Song

Photos uploaded..

I'm back...I'm back..

The 4 Ws

The Many Faces of Lil Kinah...

HARLOW HI!!

So sick..

Finally...

Alhamdullilah..

Whoaaaa!!

Latest...

Jiwangzz

FEEEEWWIITTT!

DAMN!

Examsss=Stress

Monday lagik..

Dreadful Weekend...

Finally u came!!

Kinah turns 2...

20 yrs ago..

Photos uploaded

Updates...and updates..

Usia Pernikahan..

I'm so STRESS!!

Konpius..

Soonnnn

Tetiba jer..

TAG AGAIN

I'm fine..

Di sebalik wajah yg ceria..

SuperNani

Those were the days..

Weekend Updates

Confession

VIRUS!!

Real story..

PASRAH

Stop bugging me!!UHUK UHUK!!

28 oready...

VOTE FOR ME!VOTE FOR ME!

Mlm Jumaat

MaMi JaRuM

She's Sick..I'm sick too..

IDOL

Kiddy Rides...

Toys...and more toys...

Kinah again!

Finally u're here..

Wat Happened??

My feelingsss....ohhhhh...Hati terluka..

KL TRIP

She's SICK again..

GATALNYA!!

Grown Up...

MAXIMUM STRESS!!

Presenting...

Tiring Weekend..

ARGHHH!! IT'S COMING!! IT'S COMING!!!

The FLU bug

Professional..

SAK IT!

DIMENSI KE 4...

Short update..

Ohhhh helppp!

HELP!

I'm Back!

HoLiDaY MoOd

Al-Fatehah..

Ibu & Anak

Satu hari bersama burung�..

Puisi...*Cuba renungkan*

She needs it..

Me, the complain queen!

Satu hari di dalam bas!

Puisi...Cuba renungkan

Phew