I'm so STRESS!!
I'm so stress..Stress maut punya..Stress ke tahap max..Pple,another confession to be made..I'm not a good momma..I can't control my temper..I've lost my temper to my gerl..Poor gerl..Sometimes I envy those momma with more than 1 child..I got paranoid whenever pple start asking me abt "wen's ur 2nd one?" ARGHH! For goodness sake, don't ask me tat question anymore..No more plss...
Sometimes I feel like seeing a pakar jiwa or counsellor..Damn me..Lil Kinah, she made me cry..No no..it's not her fault..It's my fault..it's my fault..But I can't tolerate or 'carry it' anymore...UWAH!! Like anyone else, i start my day from 6am till 11++pm..And wat do I get at the end of the tiring day??A tired and aching body cum a 'problematic' gerl cum a 'someone' who is less helpful.
Y I said Kinah is a bit problematic child coz, each time she wants to "berak", she'll stand one corner, then kepit her kaki, meneran mcm menteri fasola, berpeluh-peluh, and end up nothing came out..I dunno y..and then she kep saying "Ninah nak yak..ninah nak yak!" Like i said, i don't blame her lah..Mebbe sembelit or wat, that's y she felt uneasy..Tapi she's so degil..I tried helping her by making her kangkang her leg or even make her 'cangkung'..And she refuse..Wat can I do??
NExt, b4 putting her to bed, I'll make her a bottle of milk..Sebotol dah abis,tapi mata tak lelap..an hour later, asked for another bottle of milk...Tak sampai abis, then asked for another bottle of milk which she just asked for the sake of asking..Don't u think it's too much..
Frankly I don't like to entertain this kind of things..coz i've got other things to do..and tat includes sleeping..Seriously i need to rest after a long tiring day..And wen this gerl buat hal time nak tidur, aper lagik, mak dia naik loktang lah.. Till i cried and she cried too...Poor gerl..Dear pple, pls give me some tips on how to control my temper and anger..UWAH...I'm SO STRESS!!
Sometimes I feel like seeing a pakar jiwa or counsellor..Damn me..Lil Kinah, she made me cry..No no..it's not her fault..It's my fault..it's my fault..But I can't tolerate or 'carry it' anymore...UWAH!! Like anyone else, i start my day from 6am till 11++pm..And wat do I get at the end of the tiring day??A tired and aching body cum a 'problematic' gerl cum a 'someone' who is less helpful.
Y I said Kinah is a bit problematic child coz, each time she wants to "berak", she'll stand one corner, then kepit her kaki, meneran mcm menteri fasola, berpeluh-peluh, and end up nothing came out..I dunno y..and then she kep saying "Ninah nak yak..ninah nak yak!" Like i said, i don't blame her lah..Mebbe sembelit or wat, that's y she felt uneasy..Tapi she's so degil..I tried helping her by making her kangkang her leg or even make her 'cangkung'..And she refuse..Wat can I do??
NExt, b4 putting her to bed, I'll make her a bottle of milk..Sebotol dah abis,tapi mata tak lelap..an hour later, asked for another bottle of milk...Tak sampai abis, then asked for another bottle of milk which she just asked for the sake of asking..Don't u think it's too much..
Frankly I don't like to entertain this kind of things..coz i've got other things to do..and tat includes sleeping..Seriously i need to rest after a long tiring day..And wen this gerl buat hal time nak tidur, aper lagik, mak dia naik loktang lah.. Till i cried and she cried too...Poor gerl..Dear pple, pls give me some tips on how to control my temper and anger..UWAH...I'm SO STRESS!!
posted by Siti Suhailah @ 2:02 PM
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