DIMENSI KE 4...

2004 will be the most memorable year for me and the rest of my family..U may ask me why..Coz tat was the year I broke the news to everyone tat I'm pregnant,meaning, it will definitely make a complete family. Then, 2nd mth of pregnancy, I fell sick..Dunno y, bila Maghrib, me start sakit kepala. Till one day, my Aunt voiced out to my parents and also hubby to bring me to see someone who is more 'bijak pandai'..B4 tat, I would always make my trip to NUH A&E for my severe headaches..But to the doctors, there's nothing wrong to me, till they refer me to the neurologist.

But wen I saw this ustaz, I was shocked, err, wat else can I say..to hear that me dah terkena buatan org..Which to me is truelah, coz kalau tak kena buatan org, takkan me leh mengandung, kan..hehe..But tat was different case..Wat he meant was, kena sihir..How wud u react/feel wen u heard this..The 1st thing came in my mind was, why???Why is this happening to me..and who??Who on earth did this to me? The next question tat the ustaz asked was, did u offend anyone? How to answer this question??I just told him, I dunno..As far as I'm concern, I try not to offend anyone, even if there is, i'll apologize..

Then, the process 'pengubatan' started..The ustaz recite a few surahs and then I started to tremble..till my mum who witnessed it said tat 'meja nak terbalik'..Wah mak, anak lu dah nak jadi incredible hulklah..According to the ustaz, 'benda' nie dihantar untuk menggangu me..My dad asked who is tat person and all i cud say is, "Abah, kita tak perlu tahu sapa punya angkara..Yg penting, adik sihat..The rest, serahkan pada Allah taala.." And dengan kuasa Allah, me dapat alamat..in all my dreams..I dreamt of this particular hamba Allah, whom i know and she admit it..then i remembered, she touched my tummy one day wen i saw her in the neighbourhood..But mimpikan mainan tidur..it cud be syaitan yg menipu..so it's best not to tuduh..

Alhamdullilah, i got well after 6mths of perubatan..Pretty long huh..I shud say, during my pregnancy, it wasn't a smooth one..and from that day onwards, i promise, i swear, i'll never watch horror movie anymore!!!

But yesterday, I watched a true horror movie..I received a msg from one of my supervisor saying tat one of the part-time operator met with a mishap..Being someone in the company who manned the HR dept, I rushed down to the staff restroom..There i saw an aunty was surrounded by 2 of my staffs fanning her..I tot I can call the ambulance but chg my mind wen she started to scream. This was absolutely abnormal. Without thinking much, in my heart, "Ya Allah, berikan aku kekuatan untuk menangani masaalah ini. Sesungguhnya KAU lebih berkuasa, Ya Allah." and i helped her with the rest of my staffs till we can't tahan anymore coz it seems tat 'shes' damn powerful..So I called my Tok Tam for help. Alhamdullillah, dengan izin Allah, that 'thing' was out. She was being possessed..

When I got back, I was being scolded by my mum. "Kenapa ko pandai-pandai?Ko tau kan, ko tu macam mana?" Me, "Mak, dah tugas adik, takkan adik nak diamkan diri..Insyallah Mak, adik tak aper aper..mak jgn bimbang.." and true enuff, I was alright..and alhamdullilah, tat staff of mine was alright too...just tat, my working place..hmmm..so kotor..Takperlah..ko dengan dunia ko, aku dengan dunia ku..Sesungguh ko pun makhluk Allah SWT..sama macam aku..