Finally u came!!

Yeah, u noe wat, after exactly 3mths of MIA, finally 'she' arrived last Sunday morning..and after I've spent $100 on my gynae to report on 'her' missing..After I was being 'f**ked* by tat tiruan 'btg' to check if there's any extraordinary 'kutil' which i used to have in my ovary..And definitely after I've took those small pills just to invite this friend of mine.. *sigh* $100 for to invite u back..Here's my small note to my 'friend'...
"My dear friend, ko ingat ko sungguh super VIP eh??$100 tukar duit rupiah, jadi org kaya aku kejap @ Batam tau!!"
And here's her reply :"Oi Siti Suhailah, dah bagus tu aku datang..walaupun diundang secara paksa.. Kalau aku tak datang terus,konpem ko meraung 3hari 3mlm tau..Kerana itu mungkin bermakna ko akan mendapat kawan baru atau pun, menopause..nie lah dia manusia tak pernah bersyukur..Aku tampar karang!!!baru ko tau! "

Dan aku.. terus saje terdiam..Sorry guys..ku harap korang tak boring membaca post giler aku nie..

Kinah turns 2...

Happy 2nd Birthday to my beloved princess, Nur Sakinah Bte Abdul Razak..
Semoga diberi kesihatan, dilindungi dan dirahmati Allah dan menjadi anak yg solehah...Amin..


Kinah wen she was 4mths old...

20 yrs ago..

Once upon a time..

This was taken wen Datok K was 27 and and CT was only 7...Mueheheheh

Photos uploaded

As promised...here's some pix..

The cake..

The cake cutting..

The birthday gerl and the ayah..
For more pix, visit my fotopages..

Updates...and updates..

I was on mc smlm..Satu family sakit..Tot of resting @ hm all alone..But my mum was sick too..So got no choice, terpaksalah menapak pegi rumah my mum to jaga Kinah, afterall it's my duty..I dunno y lah..these few days lil Kinah selalu buat me marah..She's smart..but, degil..seriously..Mummies out there, any tips untuk kurangkan kedegilan yg teramat nie..

Btw, did u pple got to watch the Pernikahan of the year semalam?Ohhhhh...she's so th pretty..Actually i don't like the idea of she's married to tat old guy..tapi kan, nie sumer dah takdir kan..Semuanyer ketentuan Allah..Watever it is, me terharu seh bile tengok dia peluk ayah dia..She cried..and yes, i cried too..Sensitip siak aku nie..Muehehehe..

I was so tired last Sat, coz we celebrated Kinah's 'gedeban'(Advance) birthday @ my mum's abode..Just a mini celebration..Invited MIL and family jer..Pics will be uploaded soon...

Usia Pernikahan..

Got this email from a fren..There's truth in it..Can't deny..

Usia Pernikahan Mempengaruhi Kemesraan.......

Sebelum Tido:
6 minggu: selamat bobok sayang, mimpi indah ya, mmmuach.
6 bulan: tolong matikan lampu tu, silau ah.
6 tahun : Sana sikit lah... tido kalau tak mengepit tak bole eh???!

Pakai Toilet:
6 minggu: tak apa, u dulu aje lah, i tak buru2 .
6 bulan: masih lama tak nih?
6 tahun: brug! brug! brug! (suara pintu digegar), kalau nak bertapa pi lah
gunung ledang sana!!

Balas SMS:
6 minggu: iye sayang, jap lagi i sampai ruma, i beli murtabak kesukaan u..
6 bulan: trafik jam ah
6 tahun: k..

Dating process:
6 minggu: I love U, I love U, I love U.
6 bulan: Of course I love U.
6 tahun : Iyalah!! kalau i tak cintakan u, buat apa i nikah ngan u??

Pulang Keje:
6 minggu: Honey, i dah balik nih...
6 bulan : I'm BACK!!
6 tahun: Masak apa hari ini??

Hadiah (ulang tahun):
6 minggu : Sayang, i harap u menyukai cincin yang i beli
6 bulan : I beli lukisan, nampak sesuai dengan suasana ruang tengah
6 tahun : Nih duit, u beli sendiri lah apa yg u nak..

Telefon:
6 minggu: Baby, ada yang ingin bbual ngan u di telefon nih
6 bulan : Eh...your call...
6 tahun : WOOIII TELFON BUNYI TUUUHHH....ANGKAT AH!!!

Masakan:
6 minggu: Wah, tak sangka i, rasa makanan ini begitu lazaattt...!!!
6 bulan: Kita makan apa malam ini??
6 tahun: HAH? LAUK INI LAGI?

Memaafkan:
6 minggu: Sudahlah, tak apa, dah pecah pun, nanti kita beli lagi eh
6 bulan: Hati-hati! Nanti jatuh tuh.
6 tahun: Orang dah bilang berkali2 pon tak paham!!

Baju baru:
6 minggu: Aduh sayang, u seperti bidadari dengan pakaian itu
6 bulan: Lah.. beli baju baru lagi?
6 tahun: DAH BERAPA RIBU HABIS BELI BAJU TU???

Merancangkan Holiday:
6 minggu: Macam mana kalau kita jalan-jalan ke Amerika atau ke tempat
yg u nak honey?
6 bulan: Ke Orchard aje eh..senang sikit tak perlu naik flight...
6 tahun: JALAN-JALAN??? DUDUK RUMAH AJE TAK BOLEH EH? BUANG DUIT JE!

TV:
6 minggu: Baby, apa yg kita nak tonton malam ini ?
6 bulan : Sekejap eh, citer bagus ah.
6 tahun: JANGAN TUKAR2 BOLE

I think i need to mandi bungalah..Mcm� yg menimpa since last Sat. Mungkin dugaan dari Allah..Redha..First, it was last saturday. In the afternoon,brought lil Kinah to my mum's place for a while, then left her there since my aunt tak puas main dengan dia..Mum told me tat my bro will send her later in the evening. At abt 6.30pm,bro called to say tat he's oready at my void deck wif my gerl.  Not too sure if I press the right 'tingkat' wen suddenly the lift stopped at 5th level instead of 6th..Realising it was the wrong tingkat, we both stepped in the lift again wen suddenly there's this dog, dunno where it came from chased after us...Both me and lil kinah was in the lift, tekan� door closing, taknak tutup pulak pintu nie..Binawe betul..Aper lagik, me terpekik terlolong lah..mcm org kena histeria..Then mebbe the owner heard me and took the dog away..And the door closed.  Upon reaching 6th floor, i ran to my home wif Kinah..Cepat� tutup pintu and terus terduduk depan pintu..My hubby asked wats happening..I was crying, mulut tergamam nak cakap..Then this gerl opened her mouth, "Ibu tatot..ada dog..ada dog"..Only then my hub knew wat went wrong..and he insisted of calling the police.  Seriously i was traumatised with the incident coz I've had bad experience with dogs.

On Sunday, Kinah hurt herself twice..Nie lah dia, active sangat..Then, latest incident..It happened last night..Normally,Kinah will sleep on my bed b4 I put her on her mattress next to our bed..But last night, abt midnight, wen she asked for her milk, she insisted of sleeping with us on the bed. Definitely it was so cramp, so i slept on her mattress instead whereas she slept wif her dad..Biasalah, kalau dah penat,tidur mcm balak..Suddenly, gedebuk......Terperanjat beruk kejap..the small balak dah jatuh..Melalak kejap..Padahal dah letak bantal buat fencing..And I'm the panicky type..terus capai minyak, gosok kuat� kat dahi dia..and finally off to lalaland..but I can't sleep well...Dlm hati doa punya doa..And alhamdullilah..she's fine..Told this to my mother..aper lagik..kena lecture dari guru besar tu lah..

"Ya Allah,selamatkan aku dari segala bencana walaupun daripada jatuh dari katil..Ya Allah, berikan murah rezeki kepada kami sekeluarga terutama sekali kepada ibu ngan ayahku supaya mereka dapat membelikan mainan untuk aku lagik..Amin"

"Assalamualaikum sumer..Sudahkah anda menunaikan solat anda??Solatlah anda sebelum anda disolatkan.."

I'm so STRESS!!

I'm so stress..Stress maut punya..Stress ke tahap max..Pple,another confession to be made..I'm not a good momma..I can't control my temper..I've lost my temper to my gerl..Poor gerl..Sometimes I envy those momma with more than 1 child..I got paranoid whenever pple start asking me abt "wen's ur 2nd one?" ARGHH! For goodness sake, don't ask me tat question anymore..No more plss...

Sometimes I feel like seeing a pakar jiwa or counsellor..Damn me..Lil Kinah, she made me cry..No no..it's not her fault..It's my fault..it's my fault..But I can't tolerate or 'carry it' anymore...UWAH!! Like anyone else, i start my day from 6am till 11++pm..And wat do I get at the end of the tiring day??A tired and aching body cum a 'problematic' gerl cum a 'someone' who is less helpful.

Y I said Kinah is a bit problematic child coz, each time she wants to "berak", she'll stand one corner, then kepit her kaki, meneran mcm menteri fasola, berpeluh-peluh, and end up nothing came out..I dunno y..and then she kep saying "Ninah nak yak..ninah nak yak!" Like i said, i don't blame her lah..Mebbe sembelit or wat, that's y she felt uneasy..Tapi she's so degil..I tried helping her by making her kangkang her leg or even make her 'cangkung'..And she refuse..Wat can I do??

NExt, b4 putting her to bed, I'll make her a bottle of milk..Sebotol dah abis,tapi mata tak lelap..an hour later, asked for another bottle of milk...Tak sampai abis, then asked for another bottle of milk which she just asked for the sake of asking..Don't u think it's too much..

Frankly I don't like to entertain this kind of things..coz i've got other things to do..and tat includes sleeping..Seriously i need to rest after a long tiring day..And wen this gerl buat hal time nak tidur, aper lagik, mak dia naik loktang lah.. Till i cried and she cried too...Poor gerl..Dear pple, pls give me some tips on how to control my temper and anger..UWAH...I'm SO STRESS!!

Konpius..

Gua sua jadi bingung punya olang..There's this rojak feelings in me..I'm happy,sad,angry..etc..U name it, mebbe I have it..

I'm happy coz...
1)I've got my results..Out of 3 papers I took last May, I passed 2 papers. Best part wa I passed the toughest paper.
2)It's weekend soon..and i'm very the looking forward coz I'll be going overseas..Batam jer..Muehehehe..dunno y i'm looking forward for tat..
3)Since it's gonna be weekend, it's gonna be family day wat..
I'm sad coz...
2)I failed 1 paper..
3)Failing 1 paper means i have to retake..retaking means $$$ gone..
4)$$$ gone means I have lesser $$$ to shop in Batam..Anyway, wats there to shop huh??Any idea?
I'm angry coz....
1)I'm not supposed to fail in that paper..Overconfident ke aku nie???
2)Instead of taking 2 papers in October,I have to take 3..Shit..

Soonnnn

Soon,lil Kinah will turn 2..How time flies..Err, i will not elaborate how was my labour experience..but just a brief one. That was in 2004, and I was in my 32weeks pregnancy. My gynae told me that my blood pressure was quite high and she did not want to take the risk of letting me wait till the 40th week..So i have to surrender myself on 23rd August 2004 to be induce..Kena sumbat benda alah tu, twice..they told me that they will 'burst' my waterbag the next morning..tapi alhamdullilah, pukul 10.30 pm dah pecah..I thot I can't control my urine, tapi rupanya waterbag pecahlah...exactly 11pm, I was being pushed to the labour ward. It was quite fast..Genap pukul 3.40am, 24th Aug 2004, Nur Sakinah Bte Abdul Razak was born..Alhamdullilah..Cepat kan..

Dulu masa ngandung, my friends kept telling me stories tat the first labour pain, normally gonna be very long..Tapi sangkaanku meleset belaka..Allah is GREAT!!I've gone thru hell during my pregnancy..and alhamdullilah, masa beranak, tak lah susah..Muehehehe..

And proud to tell the whole world she can finally sebut me as IBU..instead of ABU..kentut dia lah!!And she talks too much..(Ikut aku ke?)..One of the conversation..
SHE : Ibu, Ninah nak ukar ampers ah..(Reads : Ibu, Ninah nak tukar pampers ah.)
Me : Kenapa??Kenapa nak tukar?
SHE : Overlow, nie acah...(Reads : Overflow, nie basah)
Me : ?????
I tell u, she's so the fast learner..Just teach her once, and she'll remember..And frankly speaking, sometimes i'm too tired to entertain her..and i'll pretend to sleep..wat kind of mum I am..mueheheh..

Haiz..mana kawan baik aku nie, tak kunjung tiba..janji nak datang 20th June..tapi sampai sekarang..sesat agaknya..Nak kata terima kawan baru, tak jugak kunjung tiba..Adakah aku akan mengalami saat-saat Menopause???